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The Motive, The Disaster

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About Me


My prime goal in life is to ride solo in some beaten up old muscle car (preferably a red '72 Road Runner 440 Six Pack with a Hurst shifter and cherry bombs and hood side stripes) with a raging engine growling ravenously below its trembling hood while I throw away all my goals and priorities and set across the desert roads in search of nothing with a destination found nowhere. To me theres no freedom like an open road that enigmatically seems to never end. The wind blowing in your face forcing the worlds fading oxygen down your throat forcefully choking away any gasp of a cry that may override your senses. Yes, perfection is at its best when you are alone in your own idea of ecstasy, but when the sensation hastily weakens you can feel the world around you laughing while you swear you heard mother nature weep out and shriek. The stars beckoned, Child stop your crying. The sun demanded, Child stop your crying. But when I looked to the moon, it placidly agreed with me, Without the sun, I dont shine. Though most of the time I feel alone, I know Ive got the galaxies on my side, as they never end and permit one to dream past their own imagination. I may not accomplish one thing I want in life, but at least I have my dreams to help pass the time.
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My Interests

    ink-sketching Pixel Art digital art & design, webdesign. reading & writing. good flicks. listening to and composing/playing music. guitar & piano. Working on cars. snowboarding. Keeping up with Rainner, urban BMX. god forgive me for saying this-- shopping [gives me a reason to go to work every day ;)]
annnd all that cliched crap.
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I'd like to meet:


Insert clichd flattery here:
Some words are better left unspoken.

Friend's Space
I have 69 Acquaintances.

Rainner

Lauralee

Kristina

Patrick

Sarah Ann

Carly

Daniela

Daniel

Lainey

Joe Rubin

Jonah

My Freddie

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Music:

Cash
Social D
Pink Floyd
Led Zeppelin
Stevie Ray Vaughan
Lynyrd Skynyrd
Bond
Tenacious D
Tori Amos
Juice Newton
Depeche Mode
S&G
Danzig
Paul Gilbert
Etc.

Movies:

I'm a huge comedy buff (that includes old, cheesy horror flicks like Freakshow. hah.)

Books:

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My Blog

VENTING: A Tired Motive.

No single adjective can describe this sentiment. No person alone will ever know where I stand. Not a thought would do me justice, I'm stuck in this quicksand and the world dances on in its verve. ...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 12:56:00 PST

GREASE MONKEY HYPES: Classic-or-so Wrangler

I haven't been this excited in posting a blog in ever, but hell here it goes!After waiting 3 years, I finally got the chance to restore the interior to my '88 Jeep Wrangler Laredo. It's an automatic (...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 04:48:00 PST

Four Sentiments

The following four poems are written from a girls point of view concerning her feelings towards a man's negligence, or perhaps he's just oblivious. All these pieces were written from separate points o...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 12:04:00 PST

My Tender Valediction

So okay. Talking about this 24/7 with everyone doesn't help. It makes me feel more depressed and pathetic, and hearing others' opinions doesn't help- as every situation differs. I can't take others' a...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:38:00 PST

BLOGGING: Southern Comfort.

Sooo, it's been a while since I posted on this thing right here.  What's there to say? Well, I'm back in good 'ol TN, here until Sunday.  We've been working on the house, and must I say, it'...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 06:50:00 PST

BLOGGING: Last Night's Social D.

So last night was pretty much the best Social D. show I've been to, if not the best show I've ever been to. I'm not just saying that because I got one of Mike Ness' dozen roses, but because the crowd ...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 02:10:00 PST

BLOGGING: My Fish Video Feat. Old Rainner-Song

Posted By:The Motive, The DisasterGet this video and more at MySpace.comSo yes, Rainner you can kill me :Pi used an ooooooold song by rainner to spice up a video of my sexy fish as they feasted on kri...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 09:21:00 PST

BLOGGING: Venting, What Really Drags Me Down.

I fucking hate my body.   No- not my body, my stomach.   It's been giving me serious hell since I was in the 6th grade, and I don't know when or if it'll ever end.   My pediatrician at ...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 07:23:00 PST

BLOGGING: The Guitar Archive

So I thought I'd just make an archive of my guitars :P I got my first real guitar in 2002, so I rather rapidly built up this collection that I am very happy with :)  Pictures are in "year of purc...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 02:51:00 PST

BLOGGING: The Black-Out.

Im sitting here, once again- unsure of why I feel like this.   Life like this, a time like this.   I went to the doctor today to get my 3 month follow up. They hooked me up to an EKG machine...
Posted by The Motive, The Disaster on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 08:56:00 PST