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i cnt offer u anythin anymore xcpt for my heart, i knw its not enuf but its all i got left, i knw i cnt replace him n i shld let go, but y does dis thought hurt me so? i shld move on n let u be, but y does smething says "no" deep inside of me, i knw u dnt care 4 a fool in luv but how cn i live w/o u my luv? --------------------------- if luvin u is wrng then wat shld i do? ive tried to 4get u bt ur still in mjy heart, i was alone d other nyt lukin at d fullmoon n stars, sitting on d beach n thinking of wat cld hav been... i was a fool i admit, i was wrong n now im suffering, how shld dis end? me letting go? or me w8ting in vain? if not now then when? shld my heart stop luvin u then? all i ask is a 2nd chance, every1 deserves a 2nd chance so y cnt i? im so depressed! i dnt knw y... pls listen n c wat dis so called luv has done to me.... ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------- i couldn't feel anything anymore, 2nyt was d nyt i've lost everythin' ... as i walked out d door... i wanted 2 cry.. but no tears came to fall on my cheeks... i jst had a blank stare on my face until i reached d street... it was kinda windy n cold... but i was numb fr d absence of warmth inside of me... it was too soon for my body react to wat just happend.. there was a hole in my chest... i wanted to shout 4 help but no voice came out of me... how sad my life was i said 2 myslf... slowly dying hir alone.. i couldnt do nothing now, it was too late... but b4 i loose consciousness there is just 1 thing i want u 2 knw ... i hope u'l be happy now dat il b gone....