the asignment of a lifetime |
so i have been the lowest ever lately. and i seriously hate myself more and more with each thing i do. I DONT WANT SYMPATHY! i dont say these things for people to feel sorry for me and i am NOT fishin...
Posted by courtney on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 07:33:00 PST |
some of what i am |
im a loverim a dreamer im a liarim a strugglerim a fighterim a weirdoim a singerim a listenerim introvertedim a homebodyim a crierim a laugheri crack jokesi run awayim shyi keep to myselfim a musician...
Posted by courtney on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 07:22:00 PST |
brain vomit |
this guy said things about us today
things that make me think
i know i shouldn't listen
he doesnt even know me
or you.
but can you really help what sticks in your brain?
im just in a really melanch...
Posted by courtney on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:47:00 PST |
im serious |
so i have been talking about how i want to move to england after i graduate and try to break into musical theatre there, and most people just blow it off.. but im serious. i really want to move there....
Posted by courtney on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 02:03:00 PST |
...and i'm so tired of pretending... |
i am afraid of the enevitable and i feel like maybe im being overlly dramatic. but he's leaving to another country dont i have reason to be. and people wont stop guilt tripping me that i cant be there...
Posted by courtney on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 10:15:00 PST |
slow down |
time is going by to fast.
Posted by courtney on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:43:00 PST |
lost meaning.... |
some of the once most meaningful phrases are losing their meaning from people using them too often and too lightly... i myself am guilty too... maybe we need to open our eyes a little...
"im sorr...
Posted by courtney on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:10:00 PST |
random life lessons |
» life is too short to dwell
» take deep breaths
» you have to know pain to now happiness
» fallow your heart
» never stop dreaming
» keep your friends close
» peer presure shmeer pressure
» drunknes...
Posted by courtney on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:03:00 PST |
welcome home? |
just when i thought that comming home was what i needed....
it still makes me feel horrible to be here.
no one gets along
it's still my fault
and mom still yells constantly about any...
Posted by courtney on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:51:00 PST |
update on life |
if you havent read the blog before this you will be completely lost...
so we got kicked out of our apartment... they told us on tuesday, and we had to be out by yesterday (wed.) ...
Posted by courtney on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:41:00 PST |
