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im going to tell you my worst qualities so then you can decide if after that im worth your time. i mean theres no sense on pretending im perfect.
im a jealous person, actually im jealous as fuck. i just hide it.
when people cut me out of there life, i dont think i ever really get over it.
im never really myself because i dont know who i am. only a few people know the real me.and they dont even know who they are.
i dont tell people how i feel, i only ever half tell them.
i compair everyone to the people who have ment the most to me, if you cant measure up. i dont get too close, if you do, i will be scared every minute i spend with you that i'll say something wrong. and you'll cut me.
i hide behind music and books, when reality becomes to hard to deal with.
when i get scared, i run. wheather i should or not, thats for you to decide. but its what i do.
i think everyone changes, but only at their own pace. that might be silly for me to think, but i do.
i dont think anyones perfect and i think by stating your perfect, you only bring out the imperfections in yourself.
i believe when you really love somebody, you cant just be their friends. it hurts too much.
im really just good at talking in circles