I'm debating removing all negative influences from my life.... |
Not the negative actions per se, but the people influencing me to do such things. I'd much rather go through life fucking it up myself. For one thing, I'm over the drama of it all, and I'd...
Posted by Synn on Wed, 02 May 2007 06:34:00 PST |
So today was badass. |
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who left a message/comment for my b-day. I've been checking back in all day, and I don't think I've stopped smiling....you all really helped me get throug...
Posted by Synn on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 10:42:00 PST |
Everything hurts....I can't even numb the pain anymore. |
I should've done it a long time ago, before all these feelings got really rooted. Fuck, I should've run the first time when I had the chance. Now she's 4 states away, I can't get her off m...
Posted by Synn on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 07:14:00 PST |
New Discoveries |
I've realized some things about life....
1. Sobriety sucks.
2. Sobriety sucks more when it's cold out and you've got nowhere to sleep.
3. Hydrocodone smells funny.
4. I only have 2 things left to do.....
Posted by Synn on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 07:03:00 PST |
I can't believe it's been this long.... |
Just like last time, she came out of nowhere. Just like last time, my entire world got flipped upside down. Just like last time, I fell hard and fast.....interestingly enough, just like last time, i...
Posted by Synn on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 09:52:00 PST |
Well, thanks a lot. |
It's really good to know you can count on people for something. Right now, I've got a hoop in my lip, recently re-pierced, and the hoop is WAY too small. It's currently sinking into my lip due to sw...
Posted by Synn on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 05:56:00 PST |
I've taken too many chances. |
First off, Andrea, congratulations. I really hope it works out.Megan, I'm sorry.Lyzz........I'm sorry, and I'll probably say it again after Sean leaves.Sean, I'm REALLY sorry, it's nothing personal. ...
Posted by Synn on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:08:00 PST |
It's damn cold in here. |
This is 10% luck,20% skill15% concentrated power of will5% pleasure50% pain,and 100% reason to remember the name.....
Feeling completely random today. I really can't make up my mind as to what I...
Posted by Synn on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 12:54:00 PST |
New poem...."Plaything, Pt. 2" |
All dressed upIn black and blue,This broken toyBelonged to you,It let you own it,It knew you must,It thought you loved it,It tried to trust,It cared for youLike no one else,Alone it sitsBack on the sh...
Posted by Synn on Thu, 18 May 2006 07:12:00 PST |
The end of all things to come.... |
Well, it's happened, AGAIN....we broke up again, she's probably going to Oklahoma again, she'll be back again, we'll wind up back again.....fuck.
Posted by Synn on Tue, 16 May 2006 11:33:00 PST |
