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des

i laugh too loud and i talk too long.....

About Me

my name is destinee
and this is how i see the world



“I love to be alone. I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude.” Henry David Thoreau


"Love hinders death. Love is life. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists, only because I love. Everything is united by it alone. Love is God, and to die means that I, a particle of love, shall return to the general and eternal source. -Leo Tolstoy

My Interests


“Boys and girls in America have such a sad time together; sophistication demands that they submit to sex immediately without proper preliminary talk. Not courting talk- real straight talk about souls, for life is holy and every moment is precious.”
-jack kerouac

What’s in store for me in the direction I don’t take?”
-jack kerouac

“The air was soft, the stars so fine, the promise of every cobbled alley so great that I thought I was in a dream.”
-jack kerouac

Our battered suitcases were piled on the sidewalk again; we had longer ways to go. But no matter, the road is life.”
-jack kerouac

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”
-jack kerouac

“All of life is a foreign country.”
-jack kerouac

“It is not my fault that certain so-called bohemian elements have found in my writings something to hang their peculiar beatnik theories on.”
-jack kerouac

But why think about that when all the golden land's ahead of you and all kinds of unforeseen events wait lurking to surprise you and make you glad you're alive to see?
Two years he walks the earth. No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild. — Christopher "Alexander Supertramp" McCandless May 1992

"It should not be denied... that being footloose has always exhilarated us. It is associated in our minds with escape from history and oppression and law and irksome obligations, with absolute freedom, and the road has always led West." — Wallace Stegner

"...the sea's only gifts are harsh blows and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong. Now, I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing blind, deaf stone alone, with nothing to help you but your own hands and your own head..." — Bear Meat by Primo Levi

"If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, the possibility of life is destroyed." Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace

Death's a fierce meadowlark: but to die having made Something more equal to the centuries Than muscle and bone, is mostly to shed weakness — From "Wise Men in Their Bad Hours" by poet Robinson Jeffers

“Squint your eyes and look closer. I'm not between you and your ambitions. I am a poster girl with no poster. I am thirty-two flavors and then some. And I'm beyond your peripheral vision, so you might want to turn your head. 'Cuz some day you are gonna get hungry, and eat all of the words you just said.” - Ani Difranco

Music:


ANI DIFRANCO.
Joshua Radin. Schuyler Fisk. Cary Brothers. Brett Dennen. Eddie Vedder. Ingrid Michealson. The Beatles. Adam & the Ants. Alexi Murdoch. Amos Lee. Big Brother & the Holding Company. Bob Dylan. Bob Marley. Bright Eyes. Coldplay. Citizen Cope. The Cure. Damien Rice. Dashboard Confessional. Dave Matthews Band. Devotchka. Fiona Apple. Gang of Four. Harlan T. Bobo. Imogen Heap. Jefferson Airplane. Jimi Hendrix. Joanna Newsom. Jose Gonzales. Josh Ritter. Keller Williams. Leroy. Lucero. New Order. the Pixies. Rachel Yamagata. Ray Lamontange. Ryan Adams. Sam Cooke. The Shins. Sia. Siouxsie and The Banshees. Sufjan Stevens. The Weepies. The White Stripes. WIlco. Ben Harper. Daft Punk. Slightly Stoopid. Sublime. Tea Leaf Green. Railroad Earth. MGMT. Phish. OAR. Widespread Panic. Dave Matthews Band. Gov't Mule. Federale. STS9. Crystal Method. KImya Dawson. Herbie Hancock. Erykah Badu. Zero7. Sublime. Sigur Ros.

Books:

Into The Wild. Catch 22. Blue Like Jazz. Through Painted Deserts. Perk of Being A Wallflower. On The Road. A Clockwork Orange. The Catcher in The Rye. Harry Potter. Lolita. The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test.

Heroes:



My Blog

I can still taste the Pall Malls.

Alright, guys, i don't even know where to start....Life has been so amazing here lately.Everything is falling into place.I'm moved in with some pretty amazing people in a pretty amazing place.I'm surr...
Posted by des on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 08:16:00 PST

...You See My Pride...

Ani is a god. Just read it, people.SELF EVIDENT by Ani DiFranco yes, us people are just poems we’re 90% metaphor with a leanness of meaning approaching hyper-distillation and once upon a time we...
Posted by des on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:04:00 PST

A few things from this month...

Writing is a struggle against silence. - Carlos Fuentes What I like best is a book that's at least funny once in a while...What really knocks me out is a book that, when you're all done reading it, ...
Posted by des on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 10:32:00 PST