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YsanRoche

About Me

LOVE AND FEAR ME AT THE SAME TIME, NO SWEETIE, I WAS NOT RAPED BECAUSE I LOVE THIS PICTURE OF THE MOVIE IRREVERSIBLE, I THINK IT..S JUST ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES EVER. AND I AM FASCINATED BY ITS INTENSITY.

I DESCRIBE MYSELF AS A LUXURY GIPSY, I LOVE LA PERLA AND AGENT PROVOCATEUR LINGERY, CHANEL AND YSL,HEELS FROM 10CM TO NO END, BUT ALSO NEED THE OPPOSITE OF THE SO-CALLED HIGH-CLASS LIFE
IT REMINDS YOU WHERE YOU COME FROM AND CLEANS YOUR SOUL FROM STUBBORNESS AND SMALLMINDED THOUGHTS. I NEED STABILITY IN MY LIFE, A PERSON WHO IS CLOSE TO ME BUT DOESN..T PUT ME IN A CAGE AND STARTS TO CREATE AN IMAGINATION OUT OF ME. I LOVE MY INNER CHILD, I GUESS WE ALL SHOULD, IT MAKES LIFE EASIER, ANYWAY THAT..S WHY I LOVED MOVIES, MUSIC AND THE STAGE SINCE I WAS LITTLE. YOU CAN RELAX YOUR INNER CHILD AND YOUR EMOTIONS THROUGHOUT THEM.YOU CAN GET CLOSE TO YOUR SUB-CONSCIOUSNESS AND SHOW ALL YOUR FEELINGS WITHOUT CONFUSING PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU OVERDRAMATICIZE. I AM RATIONAL BUT ALSO EMOTIONAL,MY FAMILY DESCRIBED ME AS A BLACK AND WHITE-PERSON...50PERCENT EXTROVERTED AND THEOTHER 50 PERCENT INTROVERTED.MY MOTHER TOLD ME SHE IS SURPRISED HOW QUICKLY I CHANGE FROM ONE CHARACTER INTO ANOTHER. I WAS NEVER REALLY BELIEVING PREJUDICES ABOUT ANYTHING, I ALWAYS WANNA TRY SOMETHING BY MYSELF BEFORE I JUDGE, MANY THINGS ARE MUCH EASIER, BETTER AND DIFFERENT FROM THAT THAN WHAT YOU WERE TOLD ABOUT INSIDE I..M A DIVA AND A FREAK, NEVER REALLY LIKED RULES, NEVER REALLY LIKED AUTHORITIES -WHEN I TRIED PEOPLE DID..T TAKE ME SERIOUS ANYWAY. I LOVE PEOPLE WHO DON..T FOLLOW THE MAINSTREAM CROWD. I LOVE PEOPLE WHO CREATE THEIR OWN WORLD, PEOPLE WHO GO FOR THEIR DREAMS, PEOPLE WHO ARE FULL OF PASSION AND BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES,PEOPLE WHO TAKE RISKS. WHAT I NEED IN MY LIFE- MUSIC,A CAMERA,GOOD FREEMINDED, FRIENDS,A PERSON TO GIVE LOVE TO,MY CAR,A GREAT LIGHTFUL APPARTMENT IN THE HIGHEST FLOOR, THE SEA,SOME STRUCTURE AND RELAXING BEFORE TRAVELING AND EXPERIENCING. I LISTEN TO NEARLY ANY KIND OF MUSIC BECAUSE IT SHOWS YOU WHAT PEOPLE FEEL WHO LISTEN TO IT.

I I LOVE PORNS BUT WOULDN..T ACT IN ONE BECAUSE MOST OF THEM LOOK CHEAP; I LOVE HORROR MOVIES; I LOVE TO LOOK INTO DARK HUMAN PSYCHOLOGYI FOLLOW MY INSTINCTS I..M NOT A BITCHY WOMAN, I CHOOSE MY MEN, AND IF I HAVE SEX I PREFER MEN WITH A GREAT ENERGY AND BIG MIND BECAUSE I GET SOMETHING OF THAT.I LOVE TO GIVE TO PEOPLE, BUT I ALSO TAKE WHAT I WANT I DON..T BOTHER ABOUT PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO ME IN THE PAST TIME. MANY OF MY SONGS AND ART ARE VERY DRAMATIC, AGRESSIVE STUFF....THE POINT IS, IT..S A MIXTURE OF MANY THOUGHTS AND EXPERIENCES I ONCE HAD, BUT WHEN I WRITE THEM DOWN AND PUT THEM INTO A SONGBOX(I CALL IT LIKE THAT)IT..S FINISHED.MY SONGS ARE MEANT FOR THE SOCIETY-FOR THE CAGES MANY PEOPLE LIVE IN.IT..S ABOUT THE WEAKNESS WE FEEL INSIDE WHEN WE LOVE OUR SELF-MADE OBJECTS TO CRAVE(LIKE IN ALANIS MORISETTES SONG "UNINVITED") SO EXBOYFRIENDS AND LOVERS....AND THE NEXT MEN OF MY LIFE....I CAN LOVE...I DON..T JUDGE ANY MEN, NONE OF THE LYRICS ARE MEANT TO ANYONE OF YOU.BUT IT..S MEANT TO YOU IF YOU ARE INFLUENCED BY ALL THE SOCIETY DISEASES AND THE ONES WHO MAKE MONEY OUT OF YOU. YOU ALWAYS GET THE RIGHT PARTNER WHO IS A MIRROR IN YOUR PART OF LIFE...AND I DON..T HAVE HATE INSIDE...OK,SOMETIMES YES, BUT WHO HASN..T HMMM?)BY THE WAY I LIKE THE ONES WHO REALIZED THAT IT IS NOT IMPORTANT WHO YOU ARE, JUST WHO YOU WANNA BEI AM NOT A DREAMER, I JUST HAVE VISIONS AND BELIEVE IN MYSELF.I NEVER GIVE UP.I DO WHAT FULFILLS ME,MAYBE IN MY NEXT LIFE I GET WHAT I WANT, SO WHAT??! .

THE FEMALE BODY IS THE GREATEST ART IN THE WORLD, IT..S A KISS ON THE BRAIN,MAKES LIFE WORTHWHILE TO LIVE INSIDE OF ONE IT IS A TICKET INTO MANY POSSIBILITIES AND PLEASURES I JUST ADORE.IF I WAS A MAN I WOULD WISH TO BE A WOMAN MY WHOLE LIFE. I MUST SAY, INSIDE I FEEL MORE LIKE A MAN SOMETIMES.;-)

I LIKE GOING TO lAS vEGAS STRIP CLUBS,CASINOS, THE NEW YORK HOUSE CLUBS, LOVELY BERLIN JAZZ BARS, I LOVE THE OPERA(ESPECIALLY THE STATE OPERA IN VIENNA)THEATRE(DT IN BERLIN IS THE BEST IN THE WORLD)BROADWAY OF COURSE,JUST THE DOLCE VITA. MYSELF,I..VE BEEN DANCING SINCE I WAS NINE AND STILL LOVE IT, LIKE MOST KINDS OF SPORTS,IT..S HARD FOR ME TO SIT STILL, THAT..S WHY THEY TOLD ME I..D HAVE ADHS IN SCHOOL-BUT I NEVER LIKED TO TAKE RITALIN, THINK IT..S BULLSHIT.I..M JUST MYSELF AND IT..S MY CHARACTER NOT A DISEASE.IF YOUR CHILD HAS ADHS, DON..T FEED HIM SO MUCH WHITE SUGAR, GO OUT INTO THE NATURE WITH HIM, RUN PLAY AND SCREAM...LET HIM BE A CHILD, AND DO IT SOME YEARS, I..LL PROMISE YOU..LL GET SOME RESULTS.IN FACT I ENJOY A LOT BEING IN PLANES, CARS AND EVERYTHING THAT IS JUST MOVING.MY ROOTS ARE IN NEW YORK, BERLIN AND VIENNA. MONACO I ADORE, ALSO MIAMI,LUGANO,MILAN AND PARIS.
IF I COULD CHOOSE WHERE I DIE, I WOULD ALWAYS TAKE A PLANE OR CAR, WHATEVER.I HOPE I CAN LEARN TO FLY A LITTLE PLANE BY MYSELF SOMETIME. I LOVE RISKS, BUT ALWAYS STOP BEFORE MY RISKS START TO DESTROY ME.

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I WAS BORN IN A GIPSY AREA OF ROMANIA, I LIVED THERE FOR FOUR YEARS.I ALWAYS SAID I WILL BECOME A SINGER, BUT EVERYBODY SAID I WILL BECOME A PAINTER BECAUSE MY PICTURES WERE EXITING.WITH 16 I PAID MY FIRST SINGING LESSONS BY MYSELF, LATER I MOVET TO ZURICH AND BERLIN AND STUDIED ACTING. I CANNOT IMAGINE SOMETHING ELSE THAN ART, MUSIC AND MOVIES.THIS IS WHAT CALMS MY HEART AND FREES MY SOUL.I NEVER LIVED FOR SOMETHING ELSE .

THE CLUB OMEN IN FFM INSPIRED ME FOR YEARS, MY LONGLOVED FAVOURITE CLUB, LONDON AND ITS CAMDON TOWN IS MY FAVOURITE PLACE FOR FASHION, I WAS ALSO INFLUENCED BY THE DARK SCENE OF STUTTGART THE STRANGE DAYS IN SWITZERLAND,THE LOVELY ARTISTS IN BERLIN, , FASHION SCENE OF MILAN, -THE JAZZ BARS OF PARIS AND BERLIN AND THE BURLESQUE AND OPERA, FETISHS OF AUSTRIA, THE OUTSTANDING POINT OF VIEW OF INDIVIDUAL PEOPLE WHO..VE SHOWN ME I HAVE SOUL MATES I AM AN ACTRICE,SINGER AND PRODUCER I STUDIED ACTING FOR 5 YEARS IN SWITZERLAND AND BERLIN, WORKED IN THE FASHION SCENE (BUT I ALWAYS NEED A LITTLE BIT GROTESQUE IN BEAUTY, THINK MY EYES WORK DIFFERENTLY),THAT..S WHY I LOVE HORROR MOVIES THEN I TOOK PRODUCING LESSONS IN MUNICH, ART,MUSIC AND MOVIES IS WHAT I LIVE FOR. LIFE IS JUST THERE TO BE HAPPY,I NEVER DO SOMETHING THAT DOESN..T FULFILL ME I LIKE MONEY, BECAUSE IT SETS YOU FREE, SOCIETY MAKE YOU FEEL GUILTY FOR HAVING HIGH EXPECTATIONSSUCH AS OR WANTING TO MAKE MONEY.THESE FEELINGS ARE BULLSHIT AND A SIMPLE WASTE OF ENERGY. I LOVE MONEY LUXURY, GIVING AND MAKING OTHER PEOPLE HAPPY, I LOVE THE AMERICAN MENTAL STATE BECAUSE THEY KNOW IF YOU PRETEND THAT YOU..RE HAPPY THIS REALITY WILL BECOME TRUE, THANK YOU FOR READING AND LISTENING TO MY SOUND, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT







My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 24/02/2008
Band Members: I make the sound, write the lyrics and work with different producers

Influences: My amazing Björkbaby-nobody could ever copy her style,
Chrystal Method,the band who rescued me from boredom on long trips because time runs faster with them
,Prodigy,I still cannot breathe without them
the houseclub sound of the Omen FFM(Sven Väth,Dag ,you just know;-)....)
Malia,Holly Cole,Lisa Bassenge, Sade,Diana Krall, Marilyn Monroe,the faboulous Marlene Dietrich
Tricky,the sexiest male voice ever
Marilyn Manson,NIN,Londonaftermidnight, Cradle of Filth
Goethes Erben, best lyrics
Depeche Mode
Madonna, Janet Jackson
Curve,
Whale, Royksopp,Malia,Gwen Stefani,Wizo( all this fucking old Punkstuff that just made you free when you were 14,15);Onkelz(they told me to believe in myself),

movie sound inspires me a lot, I always buy the sound of my favourite ones(Fight Club Soundtrack is genious,Danny the Dog,all parts of Saw, .ex)

Goldfrapp,Fiona Apple,Adema,Godhead,Janet,Timo ,the Doors, Maas,Sven Väth,Nico and Velvet Underground, Doors,DeVision,Alice Cooper
Portishead,Gene Simmons,Massive attack,Dope Stars,Photon,Chemical Brothers,
Lunatic Calm,Uncle,Nick Cave,Peaches,Zeebee,U2,A-ha,Nina Hagen.I also like the new Fergiestuff and Stever, Juliette and the Licks, Lützenkirchen of Munich.


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Would you put your hand on Obamas ass??:-)

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Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 08:10:00 GMT

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Posted by on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:58:00 GMT

New York

I found my soul matei was always afraid i will loose my illusions when i live in New York,but it just becomes better and better the longer i'm here.I moved into a 250squaremeters Loft in Manhattan w...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 12:31:00 GMT

THE DRAMA IN KARMA

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