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*** hello my name is Amanda and i am 18 years old i enjoy hanging out with all my friends and the number one person who makes me Happy!!! Mike!!! im may not be what people expect but im just me im sometimes clumsy and forgetful and im not all that smart but idk anymore what people think about me i want to be myself for once and not care what everyone says...im trying to do my best and fix my mistakes that i made...im the type of girl who enjoys being outdoors,playing basketball,and listening to music.For so long i tried to be someone im not just so i could fit in and im done i want to be MYSELF im tired of being hurt all the time whether people see it or not...i dont always tell people how i feel even though maybe sometimes i should but when i do im not going to lie i do end up crying and i know what you guys are thinking (she is such a cry baby) well you know what idk yeah when i get hurt bad enough i cry it happens and what really upsets me is when people lie to me not going to mention any names but there is alot of you out there that tell me nothing but lies i just want everyone to come forward and tell me the truth instead of lying to me...i would also like to say to that im going to miss all the people that i grew up with that passed away**~Curtis im going to miss you along with Joey Paletta, My Uncle Ferrgie and my Papa~** :( im going to miss you all very much and i hope people will learn not to make mistake that will get them killed like several others that i did not mention.......*~*MiKe I lOvE YoU So MuCh aNd Im SoRrY iM nOt PeRfEcT aNd PrEtTy BuT i WouLd Do AnYtHiNg FoR YoU AnD yOu KnOw tHaT*~*http://www.19actionnews.com/Global/story.asp?S=821415 4 The car accident

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Everything is getting fucked all up

everything is just going to shit now im about to lose the only person in the world that matters most to me and why because im just a fuck up and cant do anything right for him i nevermind im not going...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:14:00 GMT

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an update from my last blog mike has changed alot and i am very proud of him and i hope he stays this way things have been 100 percent better i love him so much and things may get a little bumpy but w...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 17:41:00 GMT

alone

i just dont understand why i feel so alone i waited so long for something and in hopes that everything would be better but its just all the same he hasnt changed much i love him more than anything and...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 14:27:00 GMT

RIP Billy and Richard (Bubba)

EATON TWP.  A grisly crash that spread debris over a wide area claimed the lives of two Midview High School students on Wednesday The driver of the vehicle, 17-year-old William Krakora of Grafton, wa...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 09:27:00 GMT

FUCK DUDE

fuck dude i dont know what to fucking do anymore everyone needs to for real stop talking shit im with mike and thats the way its gonna stay in jail or not he is fucking MINE i dont give a fuck what an...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:46:00 GMT

why does this keep happening to me????

i dont know what im doing that is so wrong first i lose my friend curtis then i lose my uncle and now my friends grandfather whom i was really close to i fucking hate this i never got to say goodbye i...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 22:00:00 GMT

fuck this.................!

i hate my life everyone i care about is being tooken away from me and i just cant take it anymore just yesterday i was talking to a friend about my friend curtis that just passed away last week and th...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 17:49:00 GMT

******

why do i feel like im doing something wrong i have the most perfect boyfriend and for some reason i think i am going to mess it up i love him more than anything in the world its just idk i have been h...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 19:28:00 GMT

My feelings for him will never come true

When you love someone so deep inside,It seems like it's so easy to hide.You've loved him for so very long,You would think he could do no wrong.Every day you would hope and pray,That he would always st...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 16:19:00 GMT