playjordanplay!

my life consists of:
my best friend megan!
friends.
texting.
laughing.
music.
code red.
late nights.
being awesome.
happiness.
beetlejuice.
monsters.
dexter.
secrets.
annoying the piss out of kyle reise.
Sometimes I wish that people would realize what they are doing. /I don't know who God is but I wish I did. /It's been two years, and i still celebrate your birthday. You dont know that./ I am highly guilty of all seven deadly sins./ I like math and spelling things./ I hate kids./ My bestfriend knows me more than my parents do. / I hate talking to people my age, and i prefer conversation with older people./ I talk behind my friends back when they upset me. / I wouldnt mind being married for one day./ I honestly don't know what I want to do when I get older./ Sometimes my lies hold more truth than my honesty./I wish people would just listen to me, and take me seriously./ I lose my patience alot./ I thought we could be friends. That was a foolish thought./ You say that you like me. You can't stand me. You don't think that I know this. I totally know, and I hate what I know. / My emotions are too savage./ I make really weird faces, even if i'm by myself./ I am so afraid of the future, and I wish that I lived in the moment. / When I breathe, I sometimes feel like im choking./ I hate to party with him, and it kills me to see him drinking, that's why I go. To make sure hes okay./ I wish that you were never in my class. I hate to see your face now./ I tend to like the wrong boys./ i like storms but hate thunder./ I have more online friends than real life ones./I have alot of younger friends too./ I get attached to people too easily./ I miss us talking alot./ I hate her other bestfriend, I feel as if shes trying to steal her away from me./ I feel like i'm losing everyone./ I still like him./Sometimes I act like I like you, but you really get on my nerves alot, and you like everyone I like./ I like to scream really loud when I'm upset about something./ I got a concusion once from falling./ I wish I had blonde hair sometimes./ I want a boyfriend, who will stay with me for a long time, and i can totally be myself around him./I am so jealous of people, its really bad./Last year was so much better./I bite my nails too much./I feel as if I'm never good enough./I like more than 2 people./I want a bestfriend or a boyfriend that will hold my hair back when i'm drunk and get sick./ I wish I could tell people how I really feel about them./ Ive been so drunk I couldnt remember what I did the night before./ I get sick alot./ Everyone thinks I'm spoiled, I am but I'm not an asshole about it./This may sound cliche, but when I'm with alot of people, sometimes I feel alone./I like to scrunch my nose up./I wish you wouldnt say that, I mean you enver make up your mind, first im your bestfriend here but you dont call me your bestfriend when i call you mine./I hate that you and I fight all the time, and I hate how people say youre fake./I am so jealous of her./Yeah i dont't like you that much anymore because shes always with you and not me, thanks for popping up out of nowhere./I wish you wouldnt have lead me on./I'm tired of being lied to,expecially by you./Youre nothing but a fake too./You need to make up your mind./ My name is Jordan, these are some of my secrets.