About Me

"The essence of independence has been to think and act according to standards from within, not without. Inevitably anyone with an independent mind must become "one who resists or opposes authority or established conventions": a rebel. If enough people come to agree with, and follow, the Rebel, we now have a Devil. Until, of course, still more people agree. And then, finally, we have --- Greatness."
About me:
drugs rule everything around me FIEND get the powder, drink another beer ya'll. dont be thrown off by the non-effort i put in this thing. Im amazing. sleeping is a waste of time,ill have plenty of time to sleep when im dead. pattern against user-dilated, basterd waiting for nothin. there is so much i cant remeber, there is so much i will forget. Thats right you amazingly sexy people you, yours truly can supply the demand. (if you catch my meaning) LIVE is EVIL spelled backwards. Killing our friends for profit, killing us for profit, killing the earth for profit, when there is no more profit they will kill themselves.
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My Interests

Hi, i just wanted to be left in the 90's for the rest of my days. i dont believe in organized religion but rather karma and if you just be the best you can be by empowering yourself there is no way in the after-life (If such a thing exists) you can lose. Im in a beautiful relationship with my breathtaking gf Amanda Florence Yribarren, I got to touch one of the biggest inspirations of my life (Chino Moreno) and for that i feel as if i can die happy, I disklike alot of people and like to keep to myself at times but everyone needs someone to talk to at some point, i got totally fucked over by my ex- best friend but i would still take a bullet for the fucking kid, my ex's are mostly cunts for the exeption of my first love Illianna Rodriguez who is now totally lesbian and i wouldent have her any other way, i love chillin with my people's and having no problems with anyone but if it so happens i do have beef or i get bad vibes i will most likely walk away but everyone can only be pushed so far, music is my passion and if you say something i listen to sucks i will respond with not as good as your mother. I cant stand Juggalo's for i am a Junglist but if your cool it doesent matter, just dont play twizted icp or kottonmouth kings around me or i will leave heh I feel alot of things in the American government are despicable and that this isent a Democracy as much as it is Imperialism, fuck the police, i smoke marijuana and have been doing so for a long time now and i dont feel like a criminal for doing so becuase that is just silly, I dont give a fuck if you dislike me. my friends, family, and my girl keeps me through this life and music really helps so i could care less about how you feel about me unless we we're close in which case yeah ill think of you and yeah ill miss you but i know life goes on and i will live...dnb4life -hardrockerfolife .. Drum nd Bass Rock Jungle Nu:Metal Hip-Hop Electronica TurntablismLive Performances music losing braincells reading anyone from asia playing rpg's youtube drawing raving flurting dancing playing on my guitar (you had to be there) looking good (of course) hanging around pple that understand me for hours and hours and kicking ass. Look at my page through Mozilla Firefox only.

I'd like to meet:

bizarro Jesse and of course: big L SNEAKER PIMPS slug from atmosphere Jonathan Davis Dieselboy(met him) At the drive-in APC Dir En Grey Prodigy

Music:

MY LIFE INCLUDES: THE SMASHING PUMPKINS DEFTONES THE WINSTONS .cc sound factory. 2 pac 311 45 thieves aesop rock aphex twin afx at the drive-in anti-flag a perfect circle a tribe called quest ak 1200 atmosphere atrophya andy c. adam f. baby anne beastie boys beck bush buggles busdriver brother ali bloodhound gang black sabbath blur benny benassi billy corgan brazilian girls butthole surfers basement jaxx cypress hill cake cary brothers compression soundsystem crossbreed craze cut chemist candlebox coincidence company flow counting crows candlebox cars cure dieselboy diabolic dara daft punk death cab for cutie dead prez dom & roland dir en grey dimmu borgir die dillinja dionne warwick drumsound and simon bassline smith dresdon dolls dangerdoom del tha funkee homosapien ed rush & optical editors eyedea & abilities fresh friction fannypack fixation flyleaf freaky flow felix da housecat freezepop G love and the special sauce gary jules gorillaz gonjabo@t (old)greenday gein gin blossoms grooverider hype harvey danger horse the band human waste project hives incubus icey immortal technique isaac maya IAMX janes addiction jimi hendrix john b. john digweed (old)korn led zeppelin leftover crack london elektricity lynard skynyrd lemon d la rissa marcy playground mindless self indulgence mind control modest mouse MUM madvillain men without hats (old)mudvayne mf doom nirvana norma jean nujabes new order napalm death nintendudes nine inch nails no doubt nu:tone offspring orbital paul oakenfold P.O.S pendulum pieter k postal service photek pantera panacea poison the well pavement prodigy project pat pillows queens of the stone age rage against the machine r.e.m regina spektor red hot chili peppers reid speed rob zombie roni size radiohead royksopp shy fx scatman john sneaker pimps squarepusher shiny toy guns spor she wants revenge sublime system of a down (old)slipknot static-x superjoint ritual staind ss sage francis swift swamp stabbing westward snoop dogg soulfly slayer smiths slick rick team sleep tech itch trip theory TC transplants vines venetian snares weezer white zombie zeromancer zinc + anyone in my friends list.

Performances i have attended.

DEFTONES DJ. DIESELBOY PRODIGY RONI SIZE ANDY C KORN MSI atrophya adam f benny benassi baby anne big boy compression soundsystem craze dara dir en grey die ed rush & optical fresh friction fixation flyleaf grooverider hype icey paul oakenfold pendulum photek reid speed shy fx spor ss swift stonesour tech itch trip theory zinc Many more to come, and i have seen many more, they either just sucked REALLY bad, or i just hated their band/group.

Movies:

GROOVE empire records F7 ADVENT CHILDREN resevior dogs ichi the killer street fighter 2 pulp fiction donnie darko requim of a dream spun blow the devils rejects dawn of the dead the exorcist fear and loathing in las vegas bum fights (1,2,nd 3) the royal tennebaums tank girl anime movies up the ass.

Television:

The best thing i have yet to see on the tube. aqua teen hunger force sealab 2021 the venture brothers family guy the boondocks moral orel lucy the daughter of the devil cowboy bebop trigun full metal alchemist futurama samurai champloo home movies harvey birdman attorney at law robot chicken stand-up specials mad tv southpark the daily show the colbert report scrubs

Books:

manga, (alot) clockwork orange, 1984, lotr, bla bla u kno...
Is he right or what?

Heroes:

Can you see this girl??

My Blog

my new hobby prt.1

i have lived this life, and nothing will give.its like a constant struggle, for this, this and that, too bad its always crap.nothing lasts foever, even the ground we live on is changing,rearangin...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 06:22:00 PST

If only that were the case...

I go through life with a smile on my face.becuase you never meant a thing to me.and you will be easley replaced.if only that were the case...my ex-bestfriend, once my brother.my cunt ex-girlfriend, on...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:02:00 PST

I love being myself because im so cool-

so it has come to my attension that there is some buzz going around that im like some really grimey kid. and all i have to say to that is, wtf? lmao, listen people, i dont go around robbing peoples mo...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 10:30:00 PST

Amanda

so yeah... this girl Amanda is a pisces...and she doesent think her name is special but i think it is and she thanked me...and she plays the violin, and i think thats rad and she swims alot, and shes ...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 09:20:00 PST

ode to the past.

although this may be the result of insomnia it is still a nice alternative to paying money to some douche while I sit there and bitch about whats been on my mind lately..to start off right i think i s...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 12:18:00 PST

listening to aphex twin-richard d. james album.

ahh these songs..such great memories, i would play gunbound to this shit and just chill...i really fuckin miss those days......
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Fri, 19 May 2006 02:12:00 PST

i dont sugar-coat.

never rely on people for shit, you'll never get what you want.i dont know what i want in life, the girl i loves a cunt.cant help but feel like everyone hates me.if i were to die tonight how long...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Thu, 11 May 2006 02:00:00 PST

i will never be good enough.

The kissing and the holding.I cannot bear this hatred that is molding.There's something about you, though your not very amazingDay after day you cough from the blazing.I cannot blame you, the boredom ...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 01:11:00 PST

best show ever.

so last night i went to a deftones show while i was on acid, chino came down and stood on a baracade RIGHT in front of me and grabed my hand for support and screamed hexagram, one of the best shows i...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 09:29:00 PST

if it were to end.

my life...here 1 second, gone the next...its a scray realization to know at any givin moment you could be breathing your last breath. as i was once scared of losing my own life, i am no longer afriad...
Posted by Jess [UMF 9] on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 07:40:00 PST

Sirsushi [living with savage]

Born to be down