Music is my All. It is one of the few things in my life that is a constant.
I have no fashion sense to speak of. I dream in vintage.
A guitar will be mine and I will not just possess it but own it. I want to play guitar so bad it hurts me.
I have absolutely no direction in my life. I carry a curse and have decided that I am done trying so hard to please everyone. Done trying so hard to make things work for me. Overall I am done with quite a few things. I miss aspects of my old lives. I have been beaten over and over in my life and I am tired. I am done falling down and getting back up. You don't have to get back up if you never fall. Different. Such a unique word. That is what I am going to be. Life is too difficult. There is far too much going on in my 20 year old head and in my life. I should not be this confused or angry or anxious and tired all the time. So I am not going to be.
Art. Music. God. These are things that belong to everyone. They help me through my issues. God is a bit more difficult to follow. I have yet to manage to find the right path. It is time to be free. Find your faith.
To open a record company. That is what my goal is. If I can still do it with my best friend then that is what I will do. Otherwise I haven't the faintest. I guess I will let it be.
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