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C.F.B. aka Justin

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About Me

I'm Justin.
I gave myself the nickname CFB, and I'm keeping it. I'm 21, a student at the University of Utah, and President of my fraternity, Pi Kappa Alpha. I'm studying Business Management. I'm a musician. I'm a poker player. That is my life. I'm going to do what I love to do; live my life like a vacation. I see no other way to be truly happy.
I'm a pretty easy going person. I'm as happy on a big hike in the mountains as I am sitting on my couch with take-out and a crappy television show. I'm easy to get along with, a true friend, and funny as hell (and hell is hilarious).
I love myself, and that's my best quality. I'm not a hard ass and don't have a problem admitting that. Sometimes I get run over by people, but I'm pretty good at getting back up on my feet, and keepin' on keepin' on.
I don't have facebook.
I play the drums, and I am "kind of loud, but rock pretty hard". I think that's a compliment. Music is my obsession (silence is nice, but overrated). The Beatles are kings, and Tool is underrated. Obviously, my tastes vary.
My stomach hurts if I eat too late, but I tend to eat late anyway. I have an over-active conscience. It's nice some of the time, and I feel like a good person. But seriously...come on...I have to convince myself that sometimes it's OK to NOT feel bad. I'm getting better though.
I'm an optimist through and through. I can find the positives in any situation, even if it takes me a few days to do so. There is always something to be happy about, and the grass is nice and green on my side of things. I've been to the other side, and it's nothing special.
I'm not afraid to be myself. I'm not a good enough actor to succeed any other way.
I change a little bit every day. Tomorrow I'll be smarter than I am today, I'll be more confident, and I'll be a better person. Knowing that is incredible, and it makes me look forward to tomorrow.
People enjoy having me around, so you probably would too.
Life is good, and living it fully is THAT much better. We all lose it some day, so TODAY it's important that you cherish it.
I'm Justin.

My Interests

CONVERSATION, music, movies, poker, drums, skiing, sports...

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who has had a dream and has loved themselves enough to seek it.

Music:

Top 10 bands: 10 YEARS, TOOL, Mad At Gravity, Collective Soul, Trapt, Hoobastank, Citizen Cope, A Perfect Circle, Green Day, and CHEVELLE.
Here are a bunch more of the bands that I like...
12 Stones, 30 Seconds To Mars, 311, 32 Leaves, AFI, All-Americacn Rejects, Alternate Sound of Life, Audioslave, Audiovent, August House, Bad Religion, Barenaked Ladies, Ben Lee, Ben Moody, Big Dismal, Blessid Union of Souls, Blink 182, Blues Traveler, The Bravery, Breaking Benjamin, Bush, Cake, Cold, Crossfade, Default, Depswa, Disturbed, Dredg, Dry Cell, Epidemic, Evanescence, Eve 6, Faktion, Fall Out Boy, Fastball, Feeder, Finger Eleven, Foo Fighters, Franz Ferdinand, Fuel, Good Charlotte, Gorillaz, Guns 'n Roses, Him, Incubus, J.Lynn Johnston, Jack Johnson, Jimmy Eat World, The Killers, Led Zepellin, Lifehouse, Linkin Park, Lo-Pro, Lostprophets, Maroon Five, Matchbox 20, Mesh, Miser, Morningwood, Oasis, The Offspring, Our Lady Peace, P.O.D., Papa Roach, Pearl Jam, R.E.M., Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rise Against, Rob Thomas, Saliva, Seether, Shinedown, Soundgarden, Spirit Creek, Staind, Stone Sour, Story of the Year, Sublime, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Switchfoot, System of A Down, Tantric, Taproot, Temple of the Dog, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, Three Doors Down, Tom Petty, Trust Company, Unwritten Law, Velvet Revolver, The Verve Pipe, The Wallflowers, Weezer...just to name a few. ;)

Movies:

Garden State, The Count of Monte Cristo, Butterfly Effect, Catch Me If You Can, Finding Forrester, Ocean's Eleven, Good Will Hunting, Office Space, Face Off, The Rock, Super Troopers, Crash, Rounders, The Pursuit of Happiness

Television:

South Park, Scrubs, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, Sports...

Books:

The Andromeda Strain

Heroes:

Anyone who has ever been told that they can't, but did it anyway.

My Blog

Theodore (poem)

TheodoreSee the man Laying on his side it's clear He's not the man From before it stole his life you know he's Lonely when They only come to say goodnight He knows the tears they've cried The dark li...
Posted by C.F.B. aka Justin on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 01:00:00 PST

Drop (poem)

DropThere are no love songs in this place,Songs sung of lust, infatuation.Are there any love songs sung anymore?Losing our way and not understanding the situation.Sins flowing like wine,Turbulant like...
Posted by C.F.B. aka Justin on Thu, 17 May 2007 12:36:00 PST

Identity (poem)

Constructive criticism is welcomed...IdentityWilling to wager the self to get by in the world,This bet has quite poor expectation.Constantly shifting in motion we change,Not long before you lose refle...
Posted by C.F.B. aka Justin on Thu, 17 May 2007 12:31:00 PST

Time

Let me preface that this concept is very difficult for me to put into words. This may be hard to read and understand. Just open your mind and think about it and it will begin to make sense. You've un...
Posted by C.F.B. aka Justin on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 04:30:00 PST