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♥ Fallen Angel ♥

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About Me


I'm a sad, lonely person. I'm quiet, usually quite withdrawn but when i'm not depressed i can be good fun and i love a laugh. I'm honest, trustworthy,a good listener and i'm genuine,don't see too much of that anymore! I have a teenage son who i'm sure lives in his dark room somewhere under all the clothes. I see him occasionally when he hunts out food in the kitchen so i know he's still around. I have something missing in my life and i can't seem to find it, maybe you can help me?Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens,
We can't help but wonder what all of this means.
With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze,
On an infinite search...lost in a daze.
We chat with each other, we type all our woes
At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name
We want recognition, but it is always the same.
Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt,
In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.
Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold,
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell,
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.
We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must
So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust.
Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains,
Most of my "friends" have no faces...and odd little names.
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms.
Paranoia
Manic Depressive
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?
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Name: Fallen angel
Birthday: October 27th
Birthplace: Bucks
Current Location: Bucks
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dirty blonde
Height: 5'1"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: British
The Shoes You Wore Today: Work boots
Your Weakness: Puddings
Your Fears: Spiders, lonliness
Your Perfect Pizza: Mushroom and tomato
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Try and be happy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: What day is it
Your Best Physical Feature: I dunno, maybe my smile
Your Bedtime: When i'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory: If its missing surely i cant remember it right?????
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Maccie D's
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Ewwww neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: Raspberry
Cappuccino or Coffee: Tea
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: Occasionally......if you piss me off
Do you Sing: Loads but not well
Do you Shower Daily: Every morning
Have you Been in Love: *sigh* yes
Do you want to go to College: No thanks
Do you want to get Married: Noooooo thank you
Do you belive in yourself: Not really, not often
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only when i look down
Do you think you are Attractive: Noo way
Are you a Health Freak: Nah, i like my puddings too much
Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah when i see them
Do you like Thunderstorms: Nope
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Only my happy pills
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Eww no thanks
In the past month have you been on Stage: No but then you dont need to be on stage for people to laugh at you :(
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: God no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: Yes, when i was a horrible kid
How do you want to Die: Right now would be good ( i dont really mean that...do i???)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A woman
What country would you most like to Visit: Dunno
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Blonde/brown/black,s'not important
Short or Long Hair: Kinda long
Height: Over 5'1"
Weight: Big enough not to fall over when i push them lol
Best Clothing Style: Their own
Number of Drugs I have taken: Never done drugs
Number of CDs I own: Pass
Number of Piercings: 11
Number of Tattoos: 7
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I try not to dwell on them, i'm depressed enough thank you!
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Your Personality Profile
You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.
You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! The World's Shortest Personality Test
You Are 48% Abnormal
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You? Whats your inner darkness? (anime pics)
you are longing.you wish to be loved. you only want someone to hold you close and tell you simply that everything will be alright only if you hold on. the idea of someone being there for back up when things get tough is appealing as you no longer want to go through things on your own. you hide this very well, but deep down the truth hurts when you dare to thik about it. you need the dream to keep you going.
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My Interests

I work full time. When i'm not in work i read loads,(reading lets me become someone else and i'm taken out of the shitty life that is mine just for a while). I enjoy spending time with my mates but don't seem to do it much anymore.

My son, spending time with my friends, love going to the cinema, my dogs and i collect Bad Taste Bears. I love fairies, angels and mythical creatures! I love tattoos and looking at body art and i love to people watch, fascinating creatures!! Take the quiz: "Do you smile because you are happy or because you don't want people to know that you are hurting?"

You hide behind a smile!!
You put on a mask because you are so broken and you don't know what people will think. You like to be someone different around other people because it gives you a chance to escape your pain. When you get the chance to be alone you burst into the same broken cries that you are always dealing with. You want to be okay more than anything!! Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find, she's falling behind, she can't find her place, she's losing her faith, she's all over the place. That is how you feel alot of the time.

I'd like to meet:

My soulmate.....could it be you?????

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Music:



Roxette, Bon Jovi, Rasmus, Akon, Alex Parks, Darren Hayes-Savage Garden, Evanescence, H.I.M, Within Temptation, Kelly Clarkson, Def Leppard, Delta Goodrem, Brian McFadden anything but jazz, blues and opera really.

Your Heart is Blue

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Movies:

Horror/thriller, true stories. Love The Butterfly Effect, American Gothic, Pay It Forward, Flashdance, The Champ, The Green Mile, Save The Last Dance, Final Destination 1, 2 & 3, Boys Don't Cry, Better Than Chocolate, G.I.Jane, Child's Play, Misery, Dolores Claiborne, Garfield, What Women Want, Godsend, Resident Evil, Gothika, Thought Crimes, The Ring 1 and 2, Panic Room, Hex, The L Word, The Mothman Prophecies, Coyote Ugly,Forrest Gump, Meet the parents, Meet the Fockers, Skeleton Key.

Television:

Usual kind of crap that is on i'll watch just for something to do. I do enjoy supernatural stuff or the one off dramas can be good

Books:

I love crime thrillers, not too bothered about who writes them as long as the write up looks good!Take the quiz: "what state is your heart in?"

falling apart at the seams
your finding all the stress hard to cope with now hopefully it will all blow over and sometimes you feel you're about to burst but betrayal and depression is getting the better of you.Take the quiz: "Which ghost of the 13 are you?"

The Juggernaut
You are The Juggernaut. Sometimes being a freak isn't that easy..you've lived your entire life being teased, getting beaten up and even being gossiped about your supposed 'bad behavior'. Are you really that bad? No. They mistreated you past the limit. Insanity overtook you. That's why you drowned that little girl. That's why you killed all of those people. That's why you killed each and every one of them out of the deep hatred of your blackened heart. The police had a way of stopping you though....you are The Juggernaut.Take the quiz: "What type of Fairy are you?! The good or bad!?(pics)"

WaTeR fAiRy
You are a Water Fairy! You love doing good and sometimes you get depressed. Your friends always expect you to be happy and when your not they kind of desert you. Choose the ones who you trust wiselyTake the quiz: "What Aura Colour Are You?"

Black
Having a black aura is very rare. Usually black auras are around a person who has passed. You may have an emotional illness, or you may just have a black aura. Dont worry if you have a black aura or if you see one around a person, for black auras do not mean death. However, if you do see a black aura around a living person, I advise you be careful.
You Are 80% Weird
You're more than quirky, you're downright strange.
But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader. How Weird Are You?
How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. How Do You Live Your Life?

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My Blog

Suicide

I've never thought about suicide before, always believed it to be the cowards way out, a selfish act.But tonight, for the first time ever, i properly wish i wasn't here!Yeah people would miss me for a...
Posted by ♥ Fallen Angel ♥ on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 04:18:00 PST

Are you a child of the 80's

You have deep, personal relationships via computers with people you've never met in real life before. The phrase "going courting", to you, means fighting an unjust traffic ticket or playing tennis. Yo...
Posted by ♥ Fallen Angel ♥ on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 10:49:00 PST

My first attempt.....

OK i have been inspired lately by lots of poetry so i thought I'd have a go myself. This is my first ever attempt.......here goes.........I'm desperateI'm lonelyI'm starting to drownI'm trying to smil...
Posted by ♥ Fallen Angel ♥ on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 12:00:00 PST

Farting

Lovely joke for you all lol If this story doesn't make you cry from laughing so hard, let me know and we'll send someone right over to check your pulse. This is a story about a couple who had been hap...
Posted by ♥ Fallen Angel ♥ on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 10:34:00 PST

Back

Well i've had my week off, back to work today.....oh joy!! No more holidays til christmas now *sob* Bet i havent missed much while i was away, wonder if my dream date will walk up to my till today.......
Posted by ♥ Fallen Angel ♥ on Mon, 31 Oct 2005 12:02:00 PST