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About Me

Me Hum???? I like to have fun write i like to write dark stuff mostly. it's just the way i feel. at times happy then it goes away. no one can be happy forever. who would want to? i spent time with my family yet we are not touchy feely. more like ok what is it now. Don't ask me about tv. Don't watch it nothing good on. i watch tv on Sundays with my sister she love NASCAR. She lives with me. she's handicapped. don't say that's too bad!!! it's not!!! I talk a lot and too much. My Grandfather always told me to say what I mean as long as it's the truth. Better that you may hurt someone feels for a little while then lie forever. I have a good sense of humor it can be dark at times. kind of the banana peal thing. I am a very creative person always make up stories and poems on the spot. some happy happy joy joy. some make you scratch your head and go what the... Drives my family and friend nuts. I love it though. you cannot make everyone happy. My Mom always hated it, told me I was different, crazy she'd say. little did she know! aren't we all different and crazy in our own way. Moving on.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone to talk to who enjoys the same things that I do. Really just looking to make some new friends and to talk. Of course way too much. I want to meet people with the same intrests yet that doesn't mean a thing. If you shut your mind, you may as well dig a hole for your head.

My Blog

wonder of age

i woke up abit ago from a nap. realized i'll be 46. i thought i am half way to whatever? then again what is whatever? i just laid there and thought what have i really done in all those years. not to h...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 16:03:00 GMT

long ago the dream????

long ago they said be what you wantlong ago there was the all of life.long ago time was of no use?long ago all laid before the door?lomg ago nothing was all that was wanted.long ago the next high was ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 15:58:00 GMT

the age dream

I sat and thought?or was i waking? dream? nightmare?? too much drink???i sat knowing it was not half done.not even close.long ago the half had hit?long ago was it done?now not in twilight?j...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 15:48:00 GMT

BACK ONLINE

HEY EVERYONE I'M BACK! HEIDI IS IN A GREAT GROUP HOME AND DOING GREAT! I AM IN MY NEW APARTMENT. IT'S NOT THAT BIG, JUST RIGHT FOR ME. WILL BE POSTING POEMS AND MORE ABOUT HEIDI SOON! IT'S BEEN A LONG...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 06:51:00 GMT

school

well i am a college student now. 46 in two weeks and going to college for the first time. scared? not really i am going to be a paralegal. i have a friend in the DA's office in manhattan. not sure why...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 06:36:00 GMT

times love (for Alicia my love.)

love hold you not in a cage!love has no lock downs!love has no keys!love has no razor wire!love has nothing between us my love!not even the miles nor years!love has nothing to keep from us my love!for...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 06:28:00 GMT

the universe of me?

i sat watching time and the stars.asking them when shall my time be?to join them?to be one with the universe?so filled with mystery,unknown,LOVE.when will i be at one with all?most of all?at one with ...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 06:20:00 GMT

see

See all that was?See all that is?See all that cannot?See all the be?See...See...To not be blind for a secondto see what life is really about.To see those lips?See those eyes?See the beauty of our ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 06:13:00 GMT

love not to mourn

To sleep and not dream of mourning clothes.To wake and see all is for me.All is alright.At least I am not the one blaming another most of all myself.For all I have ever been.To wake and not mourn me.N...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 06:06:00 GMT

Heidi’s group home

The group home heidi is going to is soon beautiful. she did not want to come home. heidi cannot wait to move in. it's in a nice wooded setting. i think that she'll like it and she said that she ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 06:03:00 GMT