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Chloe

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Because I could not stop for Death, He kindly stopped for me; The carriage held but just ourselves And Immortality.We slowly drove, he knew no haste, And I had put away My labour, and my leisure too, For his civility.We passed the school where children played, Their lessons scarcely done; We passed the fields of gazing grain, We passed the setting sun.We paused before a house that seemed A swelling of the ground; The roof was scarcely visible, The cornice but a mound.Since then 'tis centuries; but each Feels shorter than the day I first surmised the horses' heads Were toward eternity.
Emily Dickinson
I tried to stick myself through
try to get to the other side
I had to patch up the cracks and the holes that I had to hide
For a little bit of time even made it work
Just long enough to really make it hurt
When you figured me out and it all just rotted away
Don't you fucking know what you are?
Com'on get back to where you belong!
You better take a good look 'cause I'm full of shit
With every bit of my heart I've tried to believe
You can dress it up, you can try to pretend
But you can't change anything in the end Remember where you came from remember what you are (NIN)
To Mom:
Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart
As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate
I do implore these confines, now, as they penetrate, "recreate me"
I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days
I crumble, I cannot, I cannot find reflection in these days
(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
I am destroyed by the inside, I disassociate
I hope to destroy the outside, it will alleviate and
elevate me
Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these days
As morphine tears through deadened veins, I'm numbing in these days
So...
(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
I know what died that night, it can never be brought back to life
Once again, I know
I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life
Once again, I know
(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
So...
(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust..

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Well you might say I'm loosing focus
Kind adrifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Because it doesn't really matter
no it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore
Yes I'm alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it's because you never were really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself
And it worked.
There is no you
There is only me
There is no you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
The tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be scab
and I had this funny feeling like I just knew it was something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone, picking at that scab
Was a doorway trying to seal itself shut But I climbed through
Now I am somehwere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I knew I really Shouldn't see
And now I know why
Things aren't as pretty
On the inside (NIN)

I'd like to meet:

There is a vast universe of fish and I am nothing but live bait....

Music:

Now blush and smile as they whisk you away.
Part your lips a bit more, I'll swallow your fear.
I will show you how all the bite marks impress a need to be here,
a need to see
city lights, like rain,
dance and explode,
fall upon debutants
reeling from nights that
kiss and control
all of our broken hearts.
Velvet burns the wrists while restraining.
You blushed and smiled and said you would stay.
One more time steal my breath, I'll feed you the sky.
I will show you how.
Steal the glamour from death and before you die,
oh you should see
dance and explode,
fall upon debutants
reeling like nights that
kiss and control
all of our broken hearts.
All our hearts, all our hearts.
"We all wanna die like movie stars", you said
as you jumped from the height of our cutting room floor
while above us, glowing, exploding, our dreams burst forth in light and death.
Hold me and tell me "We'll burn like stars. We'll burn as we fall.
Watch as city lights dance for us."

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Fuck YOUHow can you stand on your own two feet pretending you have no idea who you are.Stand there and look people dead in the eye and tell them with truth in your eyes the lies in your heart.YOU FUCK...
Posted by Chloe on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:13:00 PST

My Friend

the pain is overwhelming and everyone laughs around me.......                          ...
Posted by Chloe on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 11:05:00 PST

My Black Memoirs

The definition of my BLACK is a calm SEA you can not see.  Some people are afraid to see it because they can not control their IMAGINATIONS.  but my blackness is beautiful, sometimes made of...
Posted by Chloe on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 12:05:00 PST

Reject Me...

Laying cold above the ground is pointless due to the fact no one gives you warmth and you within because you feel a hollow self.  People try to lay their heaters on your bosom, but you push then ...
Posted by Chloe on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 11:55:00 PST