Goodbye, everyone? |
I'm scared.
I think I'm gonna go either to my dad's house or be kicked out onto the streets.
But then again, they may just be bluffing again.
Cuz I wish they would kick me out.
Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 08:54:00 GMT |
I'm not gonna let Life ride me, I'm gonna ride it into my sunset. |
I realized today that I'm beautiful.
I'm not gonna do anything to change who I am.
The music I listen to doesnt define me, I do.
I was born a beautiful, happy, adorable kid.
I'm on a journey to be tha...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 15:34:00 GMT |
Cris in a nutshell. [and a couple new songs] |
7. Dont call me "Baby". I used to do that a lot. Baby this, baby that. Baby, harder... haha. You know.. but I cant be "Baby" anymore... well... I dont know... I cant be baby with anyone who I really t...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 09:54:00 GMT |
Glitter. |
That's it.
One of these days, I'm going to write my FULL story so that I wont have to keep telling people that I just dont have it in me to be strong.
I'm like one of those Vietnam veterans that no on...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:11:00 GMT |
No one reads these blogs, but that's okay, I'm just writing to myself.... |
I'm effing sad.
It's like pot.
I know I should stop, and I'm not addicted-addicted,
But I just... cant.
I cant do this anymore...
I'm gonna get my heart broken.
It's inevitable.
The question is...
Am ...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 19:38:00 GMT |
Dear Boy... [[based on true life story]] |
This is stupid. I thought somehow this post would either change something or at least make me feel better, but it hasn't.
Dont hurt me.
Dont lie to me.
Why are you so fickle?
I hate ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 11:53:00 GMT |
02.06.06. |
I'm not dead yet.
And I'm not on the floor bawling.
Of course, my brain feels numb, but that'll pass soon and all sorts of suicidal paraphenalia will float through my head and I'll wanna try em out.
B...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 09:45:00 GMT |
People make mistakes. |
So.
I'll give it one last chance.
People make mistakes.
It's just up to them not to make the wrong ones.
And I'll trust him I'll try to trust him not to make the wrong one.
Hopefully...
He wont.
...
I...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 13:31:00 GMT |
My stalker-ish jealous rampage. |
I wasnt really a jealous person...
until Jin.And then I was jealous of a girl he went out with half his LIFE ago and some girl he stopped talking to 5 years ago.And since then,I've broken up with this...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 21:10:00 GMT |
Last night... |
I cried so hard last night.
I shut myself up in the one-man bathrooms specially dedicated to people who need to take a shiz and bawled my eyes out.
I mean...
I just kept thinking...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 15:44:00 GMT |
