An extension of my previous blog.... |
So I attempted to make a blog earlier this morning but couldn't finish it.. So I am now. Here's a message I just sent Nicole... the closest thing I have to a best friend." If it wasn't for thinking my...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Dec 2009 12:03:00 GMT |
Lost and alone |
I just want to know, am I really THAT bad of a person? Why does my life keep spinning out of control??? Why do I regret every decision I make any more? Why can't anybody relate to me? Why do I feel so...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Dec 2009 03:35:00 GMT |
Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible and achieves the impossible |
So I tried to have a fun day. I started out eating pizza and wings with my parents and was just simply waiting on Luke to get done helping out at a Christmas tree farm. It's been like 4 days since I s...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Nov 2009 23:14:00 GMT |
Stupid FL idea and other things |
Well I'm in one of the moods to just vent...So as many of you know, I went to Florida for awhile. It didn't seem like a bad idea at the time because I had no job, neither did Alex, and we had nothing ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Nov 2009 22:47:00 GMT |
It is not necessary to change. Survival is not mandatory |
Okay so it's 4 a.m. and I'm wide awake. I'm pretty hurt right now. It seems like lately my family has been finding every apparent reason to ignore me or be pissed off at me. So I have an alcohol probl...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Aug 2009 01:16:00 GMT |
Even if it kills me, I'm gunna smile |
I'm really excited right now. I'm about to go to Lake Erie Speedway to see my buddy Luke race! I've never actually knew anybody that was racing at a race I've attended so it should be fun. I'm going w...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 10:01:00 GMT |
Venting |
Today is the day, a year ago that I called an ambulance for my mom. If you've read previous blogs, I've talked more about her. She's come along ways within one year. She can officially walk without he...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 13:27:00 GMT |
Dr. Phil episode |
So right now I'm watching a Dr. Phil episode. It's about the NEED for control. I've dated multiple guys that have realized I'm the exact same way. I tend to control everything from what we spend the m...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 14:08:00 GMT |
You lay in the bed you make |
So first I want to explain what the subject of this blog means "you lay in the bed you make"... lately I've been realizing what goes around comes around and it tends to hit hard. Lately I've been havi...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Apr 2009 08:39:00 GMT |
Mallory + Friday night = sober?! |
So here it is a Friday night!!!AND I'M SOBER!!! [Yes, it's a proud moment!! lol] Things have been going good for Matt and I. The other day we went skating for the first time in years for both of us......
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 20:27:00 GMT |
