NOT JADED JUS WISE |
WELL ITS SUMMER IN NEW YORK AND ONCE AGAIN THE TRANSITIONS OF GAY RELATIONSHIPS WILL TAKE A CHANGE....EVERYONE WILL BREAK UP TO BE SINGLE FOR THE SUMMER SO THEY CAN ENJOY THE NAKED TOPLESS PAPI CHULOS...
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:04:00 PST |
MOVING !!!! |
LADY LUCK WAS ON MY SIDE....ITS THE HARDEST THING TO DO ..FINDING AN APARTMENT IN MAHATTAN WITHOUT BEING ON A WAITING LIST......WELL I GOT MY APARTMENT.....5TH AVE AND MADISON....THE MIDDLE OF EVERYTH...
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Mon, 28 May 2007 07:14:00 PST |
HES GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
GUILTY
7 YEARS IN PRISON! FOR KILLING MY BABY!! TODAY IS A GREAT DAY...IF IT WAS UP TO ME I WOULD HAVE PUT HIM IN FOR LIFE...BUT THATS 7 YEARS OF HIS LIFE THAT HE WILL MISS..THE BEST TIMES OF HI...
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Wed, 16 May 2007 03:58:00 PST |
IT HURT SO BAD...... |
TODAY WAS MOTHERS DAY AND I CALLED CHADS MOM TO WISH HER A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.......BUT I WAS SO SCARED TO......I HAD MANY MIXED EMOTIONS...SHOULD I? SHOULDNT I?....I GOT THE NERVE TO CALL HER......
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Mon, 14 May 2007 05:33:00 PST |
IT HURT SO BAD...... |
TODAY WAS MOTHERS DAY AND I CALLED CHADS MOM TO WISH HER A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.......BUT I WAS SO SCARED TO......I HAD MANY MIXED EMOTIONS...SHOULD I? SHOULDNT I?....I GOT THE NERVE TO CALL HER......
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Mon, 14 May 2007 05:34:00 PST |
OFFICALLY MISSING YOU |
I CANT BELIEVE ITS ONE YEAR OF TODAY OF YOU LEAVING ME ALONE ON THIS EARTH....I REMEMBER THE DAY AS IF IT WAS YESTERDAY..I CAME HOME FROM A LONG DAY AT WORK AND AS SOON AS I WALKED THROUGH MY DO...
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:46:00 PST |
CHRISTMAS NO MORE |
ITS DEC 24TH....CHRISTMAS EVE AND I FEEL ALITTLE LOST....TODAY IS JUS ANOTHER REMINDER THAT MY HUSBAND ISNT WITH ME....SINCE OUR ANNIVERSARY MONTHS BACK I HAVE GOTTEN MUCH STRONGER AND REALITY FINALLY...
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 01:34:00 PST |
FINALLY JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED! |
TODAY I WAS JUS TOLD THAT JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED FOR THE KILLING OF MY HUSBAND CHAD. THE GUY WHO COMMITTED THE CRIME IS UP FOR TRIAL ON AUGUST 24TH.
THIS IS BITTER SWEET SITUATION FOR ME....ON O...
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 04:52:00 PST |
WHAT HAPPENED? |
I GET SO MANY EMAILS WITH QUESTIONS REGARDING WHAT HAPPENED TO CHAD AND HOW HE PASSED AWAY. SO I HAVE DECIDED TO POST THIS BLOG TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION. THIS IS REALLY HARD FOR ME ...
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 05:04:00 PST |
A MOTHERS LOVE |
MOTHERS DAY IS AROUND THE CORNER AND I JUS CANT HELP BUT TO THINK OF HOW GREAT MY MOTHER TRULY IS...DURING MY TRIBULATIONS WITH MY LOSS MY MOM HAS BEEN A GREAT PILAR OF STRENGTH FOR ME.....
Posted by OCTAVIO X on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:51:00 PST |
