Update |
Ok so I am on complete bedrest now. I am not allowed to get out of the bed unless I need to go pee, pretty much. With Kenny working this has me home alone for 9 hours a day. I am extremely bored. I am...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Sep 2009 16:10:00 GMT |
Pregnancy Updates and Fears |
Okay so yesterday, I went to the doctor. Well after a thorough interview, I was informed of my high risk status. And was put in a state of shock. Apparently I am at a higher risk for blood clots (whic...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 07:44:00 GMT |
Butterflies |
Flying through the air
Soaring higher and higher
Will I ever come down
Afraid to be caught
Afraid to feel anything
Beyond the freedom
Beautiful Butterfly keeps flying
With colorful wings
She protects...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 18:35:00 GMT |
My Prayer |
Lord hear my prayerCalm me, pleaseFor my heart is soreStop the raging spirit withinTell me where to turnI have no idea where to goI fear I am alone, GodWhy am I so aloneIn a crowd of so manyTell me wh...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 08:48:00 GMT |
OMG One Less Reason was Awesome Tonight!!!! |
Well here I am running on no sleep for what amounts to almost 40+ hours but I just had the most fun. Fisrt off, I don’t do the whole crowded club scene, the last time I went to a live performanc...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 23:35:00 GMT |
Thank You, My Friends |
I walk through the storm alone. The rain pelts me and the hail makes me bleed. I stumble. I reach out. There's no one, but I get up on my own. I am alone in this storm that I created. I control t...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 13:43:00 GMT |
Depression |
One of these days I am gonna let go. The void that surrounds me just keeps getting bigger. There is no where left to turn. No one left to hold. I am all cried out. I am empty.The void is filling me. I...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 17:40:00 GMT |
Broken Butterfly |
Beautiful Butterfly what happened to your wings? Why can't you fly like all of your friends? Do you need love? Do you need help? Do you want me to pick you up and lift you to the sky? Beautiful Broken...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 16:36:00 GMT |
Reoccuring Dream |
For the past couple of weeks I have had a reoccuring dream. It has started to freak me out. It is so real. Lately all my dreams feel like they are really happening. But this one was a little scary. I ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 12:25:00 GMT |
If You Loved Me |
I am sitting here. I am hating you. I would rather die than spend any more time in this living hell. If you loved me would you seriously be trying to clip my wings. Why am I the caged bird that can't ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 19:33:00 GMT |
