I am the smallest, most independent, confident girl you'll ever meet. I've accomplished a helluvalot in the past five months and I've never been so proud of myself at the end of the day. In a sense I was forced to grow up but I'm glad to have done what I did and I wouldn't take any of it back. I'm better, stronger, healthier and wiser than ever before. My mind is made up, there's no more looking back. I'm going to move on and walk forward and I may not be at my fullest potential yet; and I may be young; but if you can't handle me at my worst you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
Never again will I be hit by a boy. Never again will I be assaulted or abused in any way by a boy. & never again will I allow myself to be manipulated & used. I will never allow a boy to hurt me or take power over me because I am smaller and weaker than he. I will never let a boy disrespect me the ways I have been disrespected before, or in anyway for that matter. My head will remain held high with the lessons I've learned and from the situations I've come out stronger. I may not be as tough as I come off, but watch and learn: I will tower over all of you with the strength and wisdom to fially be able to stand on my own two fucking feet.
Learn to respect women, you fucking low-lifes.
I'd like to meet:
California, March 2009.
I want to meet someone intelligent and who respects me, in every aspect. Meeting a cute, honest lad who can teach me things wouldn't be to bad either. & maybe, just maybe a lad who wouldn't mind coming to my house every once in a while to make me breakfast in the morning or watch corny movies & play games with me.
"The stars are always there but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope."
