Stevin

I don't know why nobody told you. How to unfold your love. I don't know how someone controlled you. They bought and sold you.
I live in a world I created through dreams. Where I stare at the sun. I dance in waters. I stand with the trees. And I move with the wind. I have an imagination to immense to decribe. I have dreams to inordinate to explain. Same as my beliefs and thoughts.
There is nothing in my life that goes un-noticed, taken for granted, or un-loved. I smile at what no one else sees in life. I am here for anyone and everyone. And I have no regrets.
At times I am a five year old child. At others I feel to be a ninety-seven year old man. It is hard to believe that I am so young. So in-experienced. Though I have seen so much in such little years, there are still hundreds of worlds I have not seen. Many things I have not been. Many things I have not learned. And I love each and every day. And every lesson it brings.
My Momma is one of the most important people to me. I love her with all my heart. I am nearly a clone of her and I would do anything for her. She has been there for me longer than anyone ever has. She has taught me so much in life. And I cherish every second we have. Jessica is another most important. I feel so strongly about her. She is one of the few people who attempts to understand my reason, my thought, my mind. Who listens to my non-sense and ridiculous beliefs. Sometimes I feel we share one set of eyes. Sometimes I know we share one heart. Both of these woman are the only two I can talk to. Both of these woman are the only ones I know I can depend on.
At times, I am a very timid person. I find it difficult to make eye contact. I also tend to keep a lot of my thoughts and emotions to myself. I don't look for sympathy, I don't need attention. I look for honesty. I want actuality.
I suffer from night terrors and insomnia. It is very difficult for me to get a good rest. I also have a severe phobia of most bugs. And I hate the sound of paper being ripped. I bathe very little and I never find myself to be in a hurry.
I am not easily irritated, and I am a very patient person. I listen and I help. I am very open minded and I have a very wide variety of interests. I feel everything in life is part of ones own personal destiny. Nothing happens with out reasoning and time is the only honest answer. I believe everyone comes back until they fullfill their destiny and what they accomplished in their past life is carried over to the next. The biggest accomplishment is love. I love everything and everyone. And I heard once, love is all you need. My name is Stevin The night birthed me in the sea And I'm something like a phenomena
::I'm addicted to::
Caffeine and Nicotine
Grape Soda and Band-Aids
Candy and Love
I love the enviroment.
I love nature.
I love the sky.
I love spiritualism
I love life.
::Things I Like:: Jessica Allegory Menthol Cigarettes Energy Drinks and Coffee The 7-Leaf Candy Dragonflies Fish Grape Soda Popeyes Trains Sea Horses Mysticism Peace Band-Aids Whiskey Panthers Water Walking & Cottage Cheese
Freedom
Politics
Keep it Clean
Peace
::Things I Dislike:: Littering War George W. Bush Artichokes Insects (Except Dragonflies) Sleep Commercialism Drew Barrymore Cruelty Yelling Murder Cream in my Coffee Chicken Nuggets Soap Orange Juice Beer Mayonnaise Butter Pollution & Salty Things