b l a n c a [morphin ranger] NIGGUH

THIS IS HOW I SEE IT:YOU COME AND YOU GO, THATS HOW IT IS. I PROMISE YOU THAT I WILL NOT STAY AROUND LONG ENOUGH FOR YOU TO GET TO KNOW ME. I'M NOT GOING TO BE NICE ANYMORE. I DONT GET ANYTHING OUT OF IT. YOU GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. I WANT A CHALLENGE. IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF MY LIFE THEN PROVE TO ME THAT YOUR WORTH MY TIME. I AM HATED BY MOST PEOPLE AND LOVED BY FEW. EVERYONE STARTS DRAMA WITH ME. HATING ME IS THE NEW THING, THE NEW OBSESSION. DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, SAY WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER. I WONT STOOP DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL. QUIT BEING IMMATURE, GROW UP AND GET OVER IT. YOUR NOT WORTH MY TIME, SAVE THE DRAMA FOR THE REAL WORLD KIDS. WHATEVER GOES AROUND COMES AROUND TEN TIMES WORSE. IT MAY TAKE A DAY, A MONTH, OR MAYBE EVEN A YEAR BUT IT WILL HAPPEN. I NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL REGRET ANYTHING I DO. IT HAPPENS FOR A REASON. YOU LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES. LIVE FAST, DIE YOUNG.LIFE IS JUST A BATTLE FIELD. YOU WIN SOME YOU LOOSE SOME. NO ONE IS PERFECT. PERFECTION DOSENT EXIST TO ME. ALL YOU ARE ABOUT IS YOUR MYSPACE POPULARITY. CHILL, YOUR MYSPACE POPULARITY MEANS NOTHING IN THE REAL WORLD. WORTHLESS, POINTLESS, WHY WASTE YOUR TIME TALKING TO PEOPLE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW. THEY MEAN NOTHING TO YOU AS YOU DO TO THEM. EVERYONE IS JUST SO DESPERATE FOR ATTENTION. I DONT UNDERSTAND IT. YOUR JUST PIXELS ON A SCREEN AND THATS ALL YOU WILL EVER BE TO ME. IM DONE WITH MYSPACE. ALL IT EVER CAUSES IS DRAMA. EVERYONE IS WAYYYY TOO FAKE FAKE FAKE.WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING UNIQUE, GENUINE, DIFFERENT FROM THE REST? SURE, YOU CAN TELL ME THAT YOUR DIFFERNT BUT THAT DOSENT PROVE ANYTHING. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. JUST BE YOURSELF.I LIKE TO OBSERVE HOW EVERYONE TREATS EACH OTHER. FUCKING SHIT TALKERS. HE TALKS SHIT, SHE TALKES SHIT, THEY TALK SHIT, WE ALL TALK SHIT. WHAT DO YOU GET OUT OF IT? I THINK ITS FUNNY HOW EVERYONE HATES ME THEN THEY GET THEIR FRIENDS TO DO THE SAME WHEN THEY DONT EVEN KNOW ME. ITS PATHETIC. DEAL WITH YOUR OWN PROBLEMS.NOW TELL ME, WHAT IS YOUR DEFFINITION OF REALITY? THE PAST IS THE PAST, YOU CANT CHANGE THAT BUT THE PRESENT IS NOW. LIVE YOUR LIFE AS YOU WISH BUT REMEBER THAT EVERYTHING YOU DO AFFECTS YOUR FUTURE. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO BE IN 5 YEARS? SO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. THINK FAST. TAKE CONTROL OF WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT TO BECOME. SOCIETY NOW OF DAYS IS FUCKED UP. IM ASHAMED TO EVEN BE APART OF IT. BE THANKFUL FOR THE THINGS YOU HAVE AND THE PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT YOU. THIS IS YOUR LIFE, NO ONE SAID IT WAS GOING TO BE EASY.MY BOOK IS STILL BEING WRITTEN, NO ONE WILL EVER GET ME. I'M COMPLICATED SO DONT WASTE YOUR TIME. I DONT LIKE YOU. I DOUBT I EVER WILL. I'VE BEEN HURT WAY TOO MUCH BY THE PEOPLE I THOUGHT I LOVED. I CANT AND WONT TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE. SHOW ME RESPECT, SHOW ME YOUR DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE. I'LL GIVE YOU ONE CHANCE AND ONE CHANCE ONLY.TO EVERYONE WHO TALKS SHIT ABOUT ME ON A DAILY BASIS:GROW UP. HATEING ME WONT SOLVE ANYTHING., SENDING ME HATEMAIL, TALKING SHIT BEHIND MY BACK. C'MON HOW PATHETIC ARE YOU. ITS KINDA FUNNY TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME. ALL THESE RUMORS AND LIES. I'M NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, I WONT. YOUR ALL WORTHLESS. TRY TO PUT ME DOWN. IT WONT WORK. I'M GOING TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF. DONT SAY SORRY TO ME. I GAVE YOU A CHANCE. I WONT BE THE ONE CRAWLING BACK. YOU PEOPLE HAVE SHIT FOR FEELINGS. I DONT NEED YOU OR ANYONE ELSE. IM DONE.ITS A WORLD OF LAUGHTER, ITS A WORLD OF TEARS.ITS A WORLD OF HOPES AND A WORLD OF FEARS.