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Matthew

I am here for Friends

About Me

i could die right now for something beautiful to take me somewhere else.

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PERFECTION

My Blog

In the Blink of an Eye

So yesterday i came home in a unusual mood. It was exhaustion layered with depression. Zoloft much? The day was long. the car ride was quiet. I casually walked inside my house like usual. My mom said ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Apr 2009 19:53:00 GMT

Do The Research

i think its funny when people dont know why they are voting.I just watched the BET awards which was just one big endorcement for Barack Hussein Obama IIAm i the only person that feels that the media s...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 04:05:00 GMT

I Might Be the First to Have a Mental Breakdown.

Last Year i was very close to a breakdown. I had anxiety attacks for the first time ever. Im really think im going to be the first. Im not even in school yet and im already worrying. I have no idea wh...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 11:39:00 GMT

Ice T has the right idea.

"Fuck Soulja Boy! Eat a dick! This nia single handedly killed Hip Hop. That shit is such garbage man. We came all the way from Rakim, we came all the way from Das EFX, we came all the way from mother...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:48:00 GMT

whats with this "LOVE" thing?

Seriously.......i hear about people staying together for years. i dont think i have the time effort and patience to stay with some for a year let alone a month. why do we fall in love? do we...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 20:54:00 GMT

Whats gonna happen?

So Yesterday was pretty aweful, in a emotional way.I hate writing or saying things like that outloud because i think i sound stupid. -First of all i had Math TAKS. I was really disillutioned...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 19:16:00 GMT

There was a time...

There was a time when rap music had a meaning, i dont know whats going on with the world today.     "Everyday Struggle"I don’t wanna live no mo’Sometimes I hear death knocking at...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 20:32:00 GMT

Another Favorite Song

"Change (In the House of Flies)"I’ve watched you change Into a flyI looked awayYou were on fireI watched a changeIn youIt’s like you neverHad wingsNow you feelSo AliveI’ve watched yo...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 20:25:00 GMT

one of my favorite songs

"Zero"My reflection, dirty mirrorThere's no connection to myselfI'm your lover, I'm your zeroI'm the face in your dreams of glassSo save your prayersFor when we're really gonna need'emThrow out your c...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 20:57:00 GMT

in 2 months

i like just realized 5mins ago, that we have about two months of school left.it frightens me a bit.i actually made it, not only did i not once get held back a grade.im most likely gonna graduate ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 23:58:00 GMT