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Ok so its like, some time in feburary 2009 right? i have a job at mccdonalds, i failed two classes my first semester of school which is understandable seeing as 1. i stoped going to one, and 2. i missed the final on the other one. so the job at mccdonalds fucking SUCCCKKKSS i mean its not that bad but it tottally fucked my sleep schedual and they work me all the timeee, i've also lost my apitite for most of their food, and when i take food home from work, i just take grilled chicken and shit, its the only thing you can really save and plus everything else tastes like shit now. hey if you stare at this long enough, can you see the O in my typing? ill give you a hint, its near the left side, and i didnt even do i on purpose, anyway, im kinda stressed right now, life here sucks because i dont know anyone for real, money is super tight and my student loans dont come in till like march somthing. I'm pretty lonely even though i live with my best friend, we dont see eachother much and we dont talk much before he goes to bed if im here at all that is, our friendship isnt on the rocks or anything its just we dont get to see much of eachother. When his gf comes over he pretty much just hangs out in his room, she is ok though, she kinda hangs out with me. My friend ashley hangs out with me some times, but she dosnt get the chance to much. she's always hanging out with some other friend of her's or what ever, i dont really even have time for friends where i live, which makes me hate it even more. I hope things change soon before i losse my mind. i miss how things were in new jersey. i cant wait to go back. life is so dull here. I think im just in a rutt for now, a transitional period that of which will end soon enough. If you're reading this, i love you so much and you dont even know it yet, you know who you are : D (pretty much everyone who cares enough to read my stupid about me lol ):.. i miss my new jersey friends so much. my favorite group of all time is...o.o well do you really wanna know? IT'S THE .. TRIPOD!!!!!!.. <