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About Me

My name is Zarah, I'm 22, I'm a diabetic. I have an associates in liberal arts, and i plan to go to Umass Boston to get my bachlors in Creative writing. I'm married to the most perfect man Steven Goslin, and he is my everything. He is my savior. I don't know what I'd do without him. I love you Steve. I have a big family, and I love every single one of them. I love my friends, my friends are my family. When you first meet, or hear about me, many people will tell you that I'm bubbly, and i'm the person in the group who loves to make people laugh. That's true. But what many people don't know is that I tend to hide my depression under a smile. I'm not always happy. Another thing about me is i'll step aside in a conflict, until something offends me completely, then i will say something to the person. I live for Korn. .. .. Jonathan Davis' lyrics speak to me. The man has gone through so much in his life and i admire him for getting through it. I have an obsession with vampires... i wish i were a vampire... I love Lestat and Vlad Dracula Tsepesh is my role model... I'm a lunatic and I'll glad say so. I work at stop and shop in the deli department. Working there has taught me that people fuckin suck. The customers fuckin suck and i can't do anything about it... hey it's a paycheck so i'll just deal with it .. I have a male betta fish that's red with hints of blue, his name is Kama. It means love, desire in Hindu. I love my fish :-). I am a BIG dog person... I LOVE dogs... they are noble creatures that deserve to be treated better than humans... hells yes i just said that....   I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)
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I'd like to meet:

Joey Jordison, Jonathan Davis, David Silveria, and Munky Shaffer (i already met Fieldy) XD, Metallica, Jessica Alba, Cristina Scabbia, Corey Taylor, Staind, Jay hernandez, Amy Lee, Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson, Shane West, Edward Norton, Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp, Wayne Static (met him), David Draiman, Orgy, Mike Shinoda, Chester Bennington, Ryan Reynolds, System of a down, Scary Spice, Baby spice, Prince, Holly Marie Combs, Neve Campbell, Angelina Jolie, Brad Pit, Antonio Banderas,Ariel (if she were real)

My Blog

I don't wanna lose you

"Like You"Stay low.Soft, dark, and dreamless,Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.I hate me,For breathing without you.I don't want to feel anymore for you.Grieving for you,I'm not grieving for you...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 22:22:00 GMT

it has to be done... no but's or if's about it

so me and my cousin have done a finally tally up of the guests for the wedding... we have over 200 people.... the club only allows up to 200 and that number is including the dj, photographer, anyone w...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 00:41:00 GMT

dont be mad at me please.... it has to be done

So steven and i have made our first draft of the guest list... and we went over the number of guests we planned on having. the hall has a limit of 200 people... we were goin for 150... we have 175. ma...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 19:05:00 GMT

At last......

my engagement ring http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d161/I_see_hell_in_ur_eyes /11701184.jpg my wedding is May 23rd of next year... 200 guests... not dates allowed... theme colors are white sweet plum...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 10:33:00 GMT

we kiss the stars

so i'm bored at home... and you guys wanna know why? it's cuz someone forgot to do the financial aid forms and isn't going back to school this semester.... but don't worry.. i'll be there in january.....
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 11:38:00 GMT

*sighs* Jonathan Davis *drifts into daydreams*

reasons why Jonathan Davis is awesome... -> he's sexy -> he's an amazing singer -> he almost died and has come back stronger than ever -> he quit drinking and doing drugs to better himself -> he can p...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:50:00 GMT

Fuckin mosquitos!!!!!! >_<

goddamn mosquitos got me tuesday night... and u guys know i'm allegic to mosquito bites so they hurt and they are swollen... >_
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 20:16:00 GMT

a cheap fuck for me to lay

if you can tell me the title of the song, and  who sings it... i'll give u $5 next time i see you.... Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wann...
Posted by on Sun, 27 May 2007 17:28:00 GMT

i thought i got rid of this dream

so not most of you know... i can sing... yes... i can... i act like i can't... but i can... so i wanna start a band again.... i know i told some of you that do know i can sing that i didn't... but i r...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:35:00 GMT

90's mood!!! WOO HOOO!!!!

YAY!!!!!! I'm in 90's mood!!!! I <3 90's mood!!!! there will be a change in musical taste though.... XD it's ok!!! that's the best part of hip hop and r&b... was the 90's... XD i miss the 90'...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:13:00 GMT