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About Me

About me?
Nothing I could say in this text box could really tell you who I am. But I'll try anyway.
I am only human - sometimes I make beautiful things and sometimes I make mistakes. Animals are my biggest passion in life, and my pets are my whole world. I'm a Pisces. I love the outdoors and exploring, learning, discovering. I thirst for knowledge and like-minded souls. Music, poetry, and art are of high value to me. I'm text-book crazy - there's a poison in my mind that I can't always control. I'm a multi-faceted enigma, a collaborative effort of many parts - a collection of varying and sometimes conflicting interests, ideas, and emotions. I'm a dreamer, a thinker, and an activist. I'm a devoted lover and a loyal friend to those who treat me right. I'm misunderstood by many, but willing to open up to trusted friends if they will take the time. I'm passionate, over-emotional, empathetic, but often unable to relate to how other normal people function and think. I often feel like a small child, yet feel aged, worn, and over-experienced for my years. I've been through hell in my life, but I've managed to make it through and hopefully am a stronger person for it. Sometimes I feel strong and like a survivor, other times I feel broken and weak, like I will always be a victim. I live with my heart on my sleeve - I'm thin-skinned and sensitive. I like to think of myself as deep, intellectual, spiritual, and as a good person who does good things. Other times I feel like I'm none of these. I'm self-made, and often self-destroyed. I am a work in progress.
And this still can't completely describe who I really am.
In Loving Memory:
my daughter Kieryn
August 4, 2003 - August 2, 2004

My Blog

I found Jack

After spending all day searching, I found Jack.I posted ads on probably 20 or so "lost dog" websites, scanning the Found ads on each one. I emailed a description and pictures to all of the local...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 20:09:00 GMT

JACK IS MISSING - GREENBRIER, AR

Jack5 year old male (neutered) Golden RetrieverHe is very large for a Golden, approximately 100lbs.He was a wearing blue collar (not sure if he had his tags on though..)Last seen 4th of July weekend i...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 12:07:00 GMT

Faulkner County Residents Please Read & Repost

Bryan asked that I repost this: Hello Everyone. I want to let you know about something very important to me. My friend, ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 13:31:00 GMT

lyrics stuck in my head

why do you love mewhy do you staywhy do you followas i run awaywhy do you love me when i'm so plaini-i will only cause you pain
Posted by on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 13:23:00 GMT

And we're off

Wrangler, Riley, and I are heading out now! For those of you who didn't know, we're heading down to Mississippi to see Robert one last time before he ships out to Kuwait next week. We'll b...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 09:02:00 GMT

one last goodbye

It turns out that there were enough complaints and the Army changed its mind - there WILL be a family day at Camp Shelby on Sunday February 4th before everyone ships out.I'll drive down there on Satur...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 16:13:00 GMT

sleep is good

So I've actually been getting some sleep for the past week or so. I'm still feeling tired, but that's probably because I have a lot of catching up to do. I bought some sleeping pills, and ...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 07:11:00 GMT

MySpace = no ♥ for BPD

After a discussion on a borderline community yesterday/today, it is official. MySpace and LiveJournal are the enemy of anyone with BPD. The MySpace "top friends" was definitely invented ju...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 14:23:00 GMT

i need to stop

i need to stop.. stop choking on my god damn pride and admit when i need help, admit that i don't do well at all when i'm alone. i'll put on a smile and be just fine when i'm around other people, but ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 23:11:00 GMT

I want to ride.

I really have no motivation to do anything productive. I *should* put in another load of laundry. I *should* go down to the strip mall and copy the lease-termination form and pick up some ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 22:29:00 GMT