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Defiant

I am here for Friends

About Me

i love women. i love jesus. i love my family and my friends. i love nina depaul more than anything in this world. i miss my cat.Im going to start classes for medical assistant soon, figured it was time to grow up...but my personality, if i still have one, i guess i could say i am a very friendly person thats laid back. im a simple minded person who appreciates anything and everything.i love to stare at things aimlessly. i am trying to quit smoking and its really hard. i love people, as long as they keep thier germs away from me.i love tree's. i love nature. if i could ditch this house and legally live in a tee pee with a lion cloth and some cocanut bra's, i so would.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

mostly people that have been diagnosed insane...i really dont doubt the sanes sanity, and i would love to learn from them.

My Blog

Lost and yet im still here

Im doing great in school. Even after a night of oblivion I woke up the next day to fulfill my future in phlebotomy...I threw up two times in the school bathroom and went home early but....the very nex...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 06:02:00 GMT

New me

I've been in school for almost five weeks now. I will have my first certification for osha on monday, and my next class will be phlebotomy which is the study of venipuncture. Heh..I can't wait to stic...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:18:00 GMT

One year

Its been a year and I feel like its only been a month and I feel like I've known her all my life. She's the only one that I managed to stay with for this long without not one break up, even though we ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 08:38:00 GMT

make sacrifices?

How is a person supposed to make sacrifices, when it comes down to thier job and thier career? between the recession and the big lump in my throat due to an infection from my impacted wisdom tooth, i ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 09:29:00 GMT

make sacrifices?

How is a person supposed to make sacrifices, when it comes down to thier job and thier career? between the recession and the big lump in my throat due to an infection from my impacted wisdom tooth, i ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 09:27:00 GMT

theres hope

As shitty as things are for me right now, i can actually say that i will be working on my career very soon! i have my orientation the 18th at 2! free scrubs and shoes! other stuff too! when i cry ever...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 17:51:00 GMT

theres hope

As shitty as things are for me right now, i can actually say that i will be working on my career very soon! i have my orientation the 18th at 2! free scrubs and shoes! other stuff too! when i cry ever...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 17:49:00 GMT

Fucked

Well...it seems that, life never...gets better! I mean, im sure certain things can if you make them better but its hard to get to where your going nowadays without money out the ass. Fuck the governme...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 19:51:00 GMT

bullshit

I dont understand how someone could be so fucked up. nina got fired because another dancer went to the owner telling him that nina is on drugs...now regardless if she is or not, managers/owners are no...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 14:34:00 GMT

been great

Its been a hell of a haul, and our first valentines day was lovely.We went to the mall got some pics developed, got some dog tags made with our pictures on them, got her her first build a bear and me ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 08:42:00 GMT