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Meschia

Freedom is just another word for nothin left to lose.

About Me

You laugh because I'm different, I laugh because you're all the same. I'm a free spirit with a huge fragile heart, don't break it or you can meet my private mafia. I'm German, Italian, Irish and French, with a Russian name. I love life, the color pink , rock and roll, good times, my dog, my family, and my friends. I'm so sick of school I could vomit. I'm a dreamer with high hopes of leaving my mark on this world some day. I wish I was around for the fun eras (60's, 70's) because I don't feel like I fit in much with this millenimum bull shit. I like to think of myself as a nice person, but I will trust my first instinct about people. I have a tendency to say exactly what's on my mind, when its on my mind, no matter what it is. It might be harsh, it might not make sense, but its pure honesty. I don't think its good to live with regrets, everything happens for a reason. I like to drive and walk around barefoot especially when its muddy. I love to write, sing, dance, and be a complete jack ass just because. My family is my life, but that includes people not related to me. They mean the world to me and if you cross them you cross me. I love people and being the center of attention. I'm passionate about the things that interest me. I want to travel the world. I really don't like Michigan much I wanna be where the sunshine is but I'd miss everyone too much, I wish I could take them all with me. I love my dog Charlie Brown and I'm completely convinced he's a person trapped in a dog's body. I live in a dream world of my own most of the time but I don't really care, I like it here, they know me. My friends say I'm crazy...I agree. I can't make a decision to save my life unless I'm the only one involved. I don't get embarassed, but I'll embarass the hell out of you. I tend to be sarcastic, blame my father if you've got a problem with that. I like to sing at the top of my lungs with the music blaring as I drive around in my ghetto hooptie. I love monkeys, hippies, and puppies. I love to make people laugh and smile. Laughing is my favorite thing to do. Make me laugh and we're friends for life. I have my own style and might look different everytime you see me so don't try to label me. I love my boyfriend to death, he rocks my fuckin socks. I tend to get along a lot better with boys because I'm a true tomboy and don't really think and act like most girls. I've made some bad decisions, but whats done is done so get over it...I did. I say I don't care what people think, but sometimes i really do. I pretty much hate it when people are lame for no reason at all. I really do miss back then sometimes. I refuse to let people dictate who I should be, I am me and there's no changing it so don't try.


Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?


Heidi Klum
You are a girly girl and love pink!
You Belong in 1966
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
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My Interests

Partyin' like a rock star. I love to hang with my friends and family. I love to travel. Hate school but gotta go. I like to skydive, would like to surf and snowboard. I like anything that challenges me in some way or gives me an adreneline rush pretty much. I like to sing and dance like no one is listening or watching. I love thunderstorms, and hate the snow. My favorite thing to do is laugh and have a good time. My least favorite thing to do is anything that I HAVE to do.

I'd like to meet:

Ashton Kutcher, Pink, Steven Tyler, Wentworth Miller, Keifer Sutherland, Marilyn Monroe, Janis Joplin, Eminem, and my grandfather.

My Friend Space
I have 25 kick azz friends friends and then some

My bro the soldier~Tory

Back off, he's mine~Scotty

My numba one ace and sista~Laura

My friend from a former life~Natalie

My sista for life~Corinea

The drama queen~Raechal

My roomie and savior~Josh

My opposite twin~Tiffy

She'll drink you under the table~Angie

You think you know but you have no idea~Matty Z

She'll save your ass from jail one day~Danielle

Been told she's my twin~Robyn

He's one of a kind~Eric

He's a Mother Theresa guru~Jimmy

How bout them shades~Piper

He rocks out on those drums boy~Tatti

A bigger smartass then you know~Nick

They rock the fuck out~Retroburn

He sets that roost on fire AAAYYYYYEE~Charles

She's as cool as they come~Heather

My favorite campin companion~Liz

One of the coolest girls alive~Dee

The next big one~Tom Servo

That boy can dance~Nick

Yeah, I kinda work there~Terry's Terrace

The big brotha I never had~Sammy

My ex-future-sister-in-law~Amanda

She's sweeter then sugar~Erica

She'll feel ya Shpilia~Jenny

Turns into casper on the power tower~Jason

He's got one bad azz car~JC

We have a special kinda relationship~Richard

My little brotha from anotha motha~Ben Jamin

He's one cool cat~Yokes

i wouldn't fuck with her if I were you~Kristin

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Music:

I love Rock N' Roll period. Classic, heavy, alternative. Its all good. Use to like rap before it got really stupid, its just not the same, I'll listen to some ol' school anyday though. I like Reggae, oldies, techno, dance, hip-hop thats GOOD basically everything. I'd rather commit suicide than listen to country though. I love Janis Joplin, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Aerosmith, Rolling Stones, Pink Floyd, Lenny Kravitz, Harry Connick Jr., Dean Martin, Bloodhound Gang, Foo fighters, Velvet Revolver, Korn, Cold, Trapt, Sugarcult, Bob Marley, Pink, Dashboard Confessionals, Nirvana, System of a Down, Beatles, Weezer, Green Day, Eminem, Jay-Z, Eagles, Stevie Nicks, Don Henly, Kelly Clarkston, Joss Stone, LOVE LOVE, LOVE, White Stripes, Guns N' Roses, Puddle of Mudd, Metallica, Hinder, Alicia Keys, Mary J, Christina Aguilera, Madonna, Blink 182, The Raconteurs, as you can see I love it all, and the list goes on and on and on...

Movies:

Most of the time I don't have patience for movies. WHen I do though I like the scary, suspensful, or funny ones. Love Adam Sandler and Jim Carey. I'm more into particular actors then specific movies but I like Forrest Gump, Almost Famous, The Sweetest Thing, Shawshank Redemption, A Beautiful Mind, American History X to name a few.

Television:

24 is the best show ever created. Prison break is number 2. I also love I Love Lucy, Leave it to Beaver, Brady Bunch, Happy Days, Bewitched, Mary Tyler Moore, Dick Van Dyke, Gilligans Island, Laverne and Shirley, I Dream of Genie, Whose Line is it Anyway, Punk'd, Everybody Loves Raymond, Wild N' Out, Mind of Mencia, and King of Queens. I hate cartoons and reality shows, they're pointless. I don't watch TV that much but when I do, this is what I'm watchin!!
Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! What Gender Is Your Brain?

Books:

I like John Grisham a lot. I like mysteries, suspense, and scary stories.

Heroes:

Heroes.....? My mom for being a survivor, my gramma for bein a hippie/greaser that calls me her cloney, my grandpa for being a brave and kind man, my dad for being the strongest man I know, and my brother for joining the military. My family fucking rocks, they're all my heroes.

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My advice and wishes

My Advice By Me of course   Embrace this life you're given, all the good you have, Don't worry about the future, forget about the past.   Love people for what they are; forget about what the...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 02:39:00 PST

Jesus of Suburbia

Heard this song today and loved it. Part 3 til the end really meshed well with me, I could reeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaally relate and for a second thought that this song was about me! Especially the part tha...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:29:00 PST

Just to clear things up

So...what a fucking year it has been.  In January of this year, I was laid off.  Same GOOD ass job for 2 years down the shitter. I went from 6 years of management/administrative work t...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:05:00 PST

20's

Stole this from a a friend... Being Twenty-Something... They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about your...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:06:00 PST

Oh Well

Fiona Apple- "Oh Well" What you did to me made meSee myself something differentThough I try to talk sense to myselfBut I just won't listenWon't you go awayTurned yourself inYou're no good at confessio...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 09:43:00 PST

Sleep to Dream

I tell you how I feel, but you don't care.I say tell me the truth, but you don't dare.You say love is a hell that you cannot bare.And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 06:53:00 PST

What hurts the most...

Why is it that the ones closest to you always hurt you the most?  They for some reason feel as if they have the right to say the cruelest things to you KNOWING that you love them and would do any...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:36:00 PST

Where I belong

Stuck in this place where I dont belong,I walk all alone, I song my own song.There has to be somewhere far away from here, Where it all makes good sense, where it all becomes clear.Am I lying to mysel...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 10:54:00 PST

Letting the music speak for me once again

Shot down a million timesBut I won't be fooled againI need some time to figure it outAnd put things on the mendThey say that time heals allWell I hope that's true for meBeen stabbed in the back so man...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:00:00 PST

The song that describes me today

getting a little erratic hereand i don't know who to trusti guess they got a way of reading my mindi guess i gotta adjusti got my arms that flip-flop-flip-flop-flipi got my head on a springwell i thou...
Posted by Mama calls me a social butterfly on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 01:21:00 PST