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They call me Spitfire

Pray it never takes a slaughter or a rape for you to see this light in those around you. God forbid

About Me


Love, she believed, should arrive all at once with thunder and lightning- a whirlwind from the skies that affects life, turns it every which way, wrestles resolutions away like leaves and plunges the entire heart into the abyss----------------------------------------- Im standing on the line between giving up and seeing how much I can take----------------say good-bye drama; hello I dont give a shit-----------------------------------------------------yes , I plan to forgive and forget. As in forgive myself for being stupid and forget that you ever existed----------------If the people we love are lost, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever."--------------------------------------------------- ------------------ Life is filled with secrets and lies so when you get screwed over- dont be surprised--------------------------------------------------- ---------------- I wanna know The structure of your heart Why do you tear My broken soul apart? Is it a dream? Or my reality? Love comes without "after warranty"No, I am not You're fucking second choice No, I am not Turning down my voice Until you understand There's nothing to command Until you realize That we can touch the skies Can you feel? It's out of control Can you feel? There's nothing at allOoO I want to runaway You tell me nothing else but lies I'm singin' OoO I try to runaway Cause I just want to live my life I'm singin' OoO I want to runaway As long as you are by my side I'm singin' OoO I try to runaway But I can't find a place to hide ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------So about me eh?... well... im short, brunette, and gorgeous beyond words... something i was once told.. so i figured it a good quote to use.. above is a small collection of cute little emo sayings and sometimes describe how i feel. I love the rain, music that has meaning. Sometimes i dance when no ones looking, and i always sing out loud to my favorite songs. I hate feeling bad for things that arent my fault and people that take advantage of me. One day i plan on leaving behind everything that holds me back and seeing the world for what it really is, and not what everyone wants me to see it for. Photography is my passion and my art seems to be the only way to properly express myself. As for religion.. I'm not really sure what i am. People for years have called me everything from Christian, to Wiccan, to Panthiest.. but i'm starting to think that i dont really have a title... wich kind of bothers me.. but what can you do but make it your own? I believe that we are all powered by a spirit.. the same in each of us.. and it is our bodys and our brains along with genetics that makes us who we are, as well as our environmental surroundings... We are all just beings, and when we die, our energy will be transfered to something else... I dont think there is any punishment for wronging someone, for i have been the one wronged for too many years now.. and those who have hurt me will never receive a punishment equal to that of what theyve done to me.. but its made me who i am.. and thats all there is to it... good or bad... we all just live and die.. and it is our duty as humans to treat each other with love and respect, because we are the ones who have evolved...Ahh... what else can i say about me?... I dont really hate my life, i just hate a lot of the people in it, although i have made many friends in this one. People seem to think that they can make changes for me, tell me what to do, and were to go. But trust me, it wont happen, it never will. In just a little while I'll be gone from here... Everyone think's they know were I'm going, but i don't think i do... and if i dont, then no one has any idea. So to that I say.. Fuck it! Suteki da ne!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone accepting of ALL moral values and has no problem with getting naked at three a.m. at walmart and do ing the timewarp... some one who understands that even tho i DO have a vagina.. i am NOT an idiot... and can deal with my shit as well as i do.

Music:

MSI, Korn, SOAD, some other random stuff :D .. width="425" height="350" ....

Television:

CHEESE!

My Blog

I’m a Freshmore!

I graduate in may!  someone help me plan a hugemous party! haha.
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 08:47:00 PST

Toasty Human Hand

So I was toasting a cheese toaster sandwich thingy in my toaster today.  and ilearned something..the "dark" setting..actually means "on fire."yeah.  talk about fuckin sweeet....
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 02:24:00 PST

honestly.

Wanna know what i think about you?  put yourself up for examination.  i dare ya :)
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 08:15:00 PST

loooveee (dont read if youve never known it yourself)

So i was oober sick today... and around six o'clock my thomas shows up... armed with a couple scoops of peanut butter ice cream (my favorite) and some books i needed for an assignment due tomorrow.&nb...
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 07:57:00 PST

hrm... :\

Why do people treat this as a diary like thing?  How can so many people (sorry, but... usually girls...) just spill out every personal detail of their lives out in the open in front of baby jesus...
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 08:43:00 PST

some thoughts

I loved you. You made me hate me.You gave me hate, see?.It saved me, and these tears are deadly.You feel that?I rip back every time you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad?I'm sorry, hell n...
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:37:00 PST

if i die and go to hell real soon...

If i die and go to hell real soon, It will appear to me as this room, and for eternity i would lay in bed, in my underwear (heh) half stoned with a pillow under my head, i'd be chatting on t...
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:46:00 PST

The bitch...

This is me... I guess.  If you really want to call it that.  The world seems to never really let me have a moments peace.  Goddess decided a long time ago that nothing good could come w...
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 04:33:00 PST

And shortly afterwards...

I fucking hate you... i hate what you are... i hate what you've become... i hate the way you talk to me... i hate wondering if its really you... or if its just the drugs... i hate having to ask thing...
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 10:24:00 PST

what the hell, God?

So.... im up pretty late... I cant sleep.  I'm just sitting here... thinking... wondering.... wtf is wrong with this place?  Maybe i'm just wasting my time.....  A girl that was in my ...
Posted by They call me Spitfire on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:42:00 PST