IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU WERE
ALL THAT MATTERS IS WHO YOU ARE
[so apparently]
I'm one hell of a
heartless
worthless
spiteful
malicious
sadistic
pessimistic
morbid
stuck-up
little bitch
who's hell bent on getting her own way
I am me
&& I won't change for anyone
"Do you realize what you've done?
You've taken a woman who loves you,
One of the great women in the world,
And thrown her away."
I'LL BLOW YOUR MIND
"Dear book, this is another day in my life.
A life is like a book. A book is like a box.
A box has six sides.
Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside?
How do you get what's inside, out?
Once upon a time, there lived a very pretty girl,
who lived in a beautiful box,
and everybody loved her."
Just one kiss && I'm alive
One kiss && I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful
(*)ALL I WANT IS THIS; EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE(*)
(*)HEARTAGRAM(*)
~The representation of both Love and Death~
~The balance of Good and Evil~
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.
Rip out the wings of a butterfly for your soul, my love
SORRY YOU CAN'T DEFINE ME
SORRY I BREAK THE MOLD
SORRY THAT I SPEAK MY MIND
SORRY I DON'T DO WHAT I'M TOLD
SORRY IF I DON'T FAKE IT
SORRY I COME SO REAL
I WILL NEVER HIDE WHAT I REALLY FEEL
I wanna run with this reckless emotion
Find out if love is the size of an ocean
Even if I crash down...&& BURN out
At least I'm gonna know what it's like
To feel...A L I V E
It's the heart afraid of breaking that
never learns to dance.
It's the dream
afraid of waking that never takes the
chance.
It is the one who won't be
taken who cannot seem to give.
And
the soul afraid of dying that never
learns to live.
LOVe is PASSiOn, OBSESSiOn,
SOMEONe YOu CAN't LiVe WiTHOUt.
if YOu DON't STARt WiTh THAt,
WHAt ARe YOu GOiNg To ENd Up WiTh?
FALl HEAd OVEr HEELs.
FiNd SOMEONe THAt CONFUSEs YOu,
SOMEONe YOu CAn LOVe LiKe CRAZy
& WHo WiLl LOVe YOu THe SAMe WAy BAck.
& HOw Do YOu FiNd it?
FORGEt YOUr HEAd &
LiSTEn To ... YOUr HEARt.
You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it.
You wanna get in my world, get lost in it
I'm tired of running, let's walk for a minute
I'm out of this world come with me to my planet
Get you on my level
Do you think that you can handle it??
I'm a really fun person, at least I think so. I'm always finding things to do && things to laugh about cuz life's too short to sit around crying over spilled milk && other things that are just beyond our control. The best thing we can do in our lifetime is make the best out of every possible situation in our day to day lives because, most of the time, there isn't a whole lot we can do to change them. I don't have any regrets && this does not mean I think I'm perfect. I'm no more perfect then the next girl who comes along. I've made mistakes && I have learned from them. At some point in my life the mistakes I made were exactly what I wanted, if only for a moment && thus I've no right nor reason to dwell on a stupid mistake I made of my own free will. I've come to realize that life truly is too short to blend in and it's made me realize that if you don't stand out in life, when your life comes to an end, nobody will remember you; && if nobody remembers you who's to say that you ever really existed in the first place?
I'm just who I am && nobody can change that. So sometimes I'm quiet && shy && then I'm loud && obnoxious && at times a little outrageous, but that's just me and you either take it or you leave it. There's no such thing as being too successfull, too pretty, or too blonde && anybody who would tell you that there is, is nothing but jealous. Don't try to change me, it can't be done. If you want to change the world, start with yourself. If you don't agree with my views on life, don't criticize them because it will have little to no effect on me. I've learned in life that the people you need in your life are the people who have PROVEN that they need you in theirs. I know who I am && I'm definately not afraid to let you know it. If you don't like me don't complain because you probably couldn't do a better job. In life, it's important just to be who you are because a second rate version of someone else isn't how you want to be remembered.
I am in love, I am always in love, even if it's only with myself. The reason for this is because one must love oneself before they can truly commit to loving anyone else. If this makes me a snob I accept the title with great pride. I live for the moments that break your heart in a way that you can't possibly forget even if you tried. It's the only way you can ever truly feel alive...&& what's the point of living if you don't feel. You have to take the good with the bad, which I've come to know is one of the hardest things to learn or accept in life.
NO matter what you do, someone is always going to be there to talk about it, fortunately I've also learned to get over it. You have to get over things. Letting things go is the only way we can ever grow. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person who was never supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once && it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old love did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast && you'll eventually lose someone you love. I gave up caring what people think of me. Say what you want && I'll still do what it is that I want. If you don't like it, get over me. That's why I always take too many pictures, laugh too much && love like I've never been hurt
cuz every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness that you can never have back. I drink too much, I club too much, I laugh too much. I live my life to the fullest because tomorrow doesn't belong to me, or you, or George W Bush.
life is like a road
we keep walking
&& we never look back
a hre
