He says, "what right had I to die when all these little cells just tried to keep me alive? what right had I to leave the human race behind?" do you really think you're better with your shotgun and your suicide letter? do you think you're right? well baby, don't worry tonight. I know it's too ugly to hold yourself upright. there's a light from the front room, as it's filling with all of your friends, it doesn't get much better than this and then it ends .