Mikayla Matronic

The best feeling in the world is knowing I proved them all wrong
A girl once told me while we were having an argument that I'm like Regina George and everyone wishes I'd get hit by a bus. I guess that girl summed it up pretty well...
First things first: Don't judge me by what you hear from your friends or even read on this MySpace. There's alot more to me than what I choose to put on a website. Regardless of what you've heard, I don't go out of my way to be rude to people. I've come to accept the fact that alot of people aren't going to like what I have to say. I'm opinionated but not to the point where I'm closed-minded. I have no tolerance for liars, hypocrites or fake people.
"I let them think what they want. If they just care enough to bother with what I do then, I'm already better than them anyway." - Marilyn Monroe
Now that that's all out of the way, I'm MikaylaMatronic, pleased to meet you.
People often mistake my realism for cynicism. I think being overly realistic is an effect from growing up how I did. Having said that, everything that's happened to me has made me the person that I am today. And most of the time, I'm proud of that. It takes alot to break me. I don't let others in easily but the people who are close to my heart are there for a reason. I love my friends. It's lame and more than a little cliché but they really are my life. Without them I'd plead insanity.
"I was never the Girl Next Door" - Bettie Page
When you first meet me I'll either do alot of talking or none at all. Some people mistake my not talking for shyness. I am anything but shy. When I don't talk it means that I'm listening, observing and making mental notes on you. I'm not the sort of person who's bad side you want to get on. If you betray my trust or do something bad to a person I care for, you'll regret it until your dying day. I blame this on the fact that I'm a Scorpio. Some may call me ruthless. I prefer "goal-oriented".
I believe that everything happens for a reason. I know that I am destined for bigger things and that nobody can stop me when I set my mind to something. What does not kill me will only make me stronger. I'm not the same person I was a year ago let alone 5. If you didn't like me when you thought you knew me, then we're definatley not going to get along now.
"I would sure love to work with her. I've never seen a girl with so many problems" - Andy Warhol
My eyes change colour when I get tired or angry. I love writing and usually have a million thoughts swirling around my head. My dreams are extremely vivid and I always remember them. I'm the sort of girl who spends two years growing her hair long then gets it chopped off "just for a change". I can always tell when people lie to me. I know everybody else's secrets but I hardly ever tell my own.
You may think it's conceited but I hold my head high because I know there are people who would kill to see me fall. I live by the motto of "ALL OR NOTHING".
"You realize that there's no point in doing anything if nobody's watching." - Chuck Palahniuk
I realise that all of the above makes me sound like a bitch so I will now attempt to humanise myself: I'm always covered in bruises. I drink so much water that I'm sure I'm going to die from water intoxication. I honestly don't own a pair of pants. My dad has of a picture of me when I was 3 tattooed on his arm. I'm taller than most of my friends. I love tragic endings to romances in movies. I want a tattoo of the Dark Mark. I should probably write a book about my life but I doubt anyone would believe anything in it.