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vara

That's just my cowgirl alter ego

About Me

id=216172782113998198&cy=be&tt=1&at=1&map=2" target="_blank"This will not be simple....that is probably why it took so long to find the time to really do this...well that and working, dancing, reading,Living, spending time with friends and loved ones..but the fact is: I am a contradiction. The most faithful of the faithless, the most jaded naif you will likely meet, an extremely sexual shy girl, a youthful wise-woman crone, a teacher of cynicism who dreams waaay too much, an introverted party throwing entertainer, and an understanding but vengeful morrigan --see what i mean? And I'm just getting started....."That moon which the sky ne'er saw even in dreams has returned and brought a fire no water can quench..."if you want the simple version, read this instead:I am into absolut vodka and...more importantly absolute people....be they family, friends or loves....nothing else will do....live and die by the sword, eh? no whining. and no straw death for me and mine.http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e36/varathefaire/bell yedit.jpg

My Interests

warriors, metal smithing, hammers, axes, belly dance, the slain, 7 deadly sins, the ocean, and rumi

I'd like to meet:

People who speak the truth, act their truth and don't back down from facing or accepting the bad or the good - that fate brings to them. Vikings and other glorious Heathens...

Music:

addicted to music and drumming of all kinds...well nearly all...gotta have some standards..

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Movies:

walk the line, boondock saints, kingdom of heaven, aeon flux, ivanhoe, hotel rwanda, seven, usual suspects, sean of the dead, kill bill 1, lord of the rings especially the two towers, braveheart, amelie, 13th warrior, monsoon wedding, gladiator, pride and prejudice, dune,the crow, the english patient, supersize me, sin city, dangerous beauty, brotherhood of the wolf, kama sutra, troy, and cleopatra

Television:

television is a propogandist plot

Books:

Outlander, Kushiels Dart, Poetic Edda, The Prophet
You're Whip Bettie. You're definitely on the
masochistic side. You like to sport dark
colors and especially black vinyl. Pain is
beauty...and well SEXY! Many see you as a
bitch, but that's okay, you can't always be
around to say thank you :)

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Heroes:

Thor, O-REN ISHII and...batman and Jelaladin Rumi

My Blog

so work is getting in the way of

life. december... month of magic, twinkling lights, mead-drinking and feasting, and late nights. not this year, for me anyway. work is kicking my ass and i am gettin pretty damn tired of it. but,...
Posted by vara on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 05:40:00 PST

Toast from Last Night - this night last year..

hindsight is a WHORE! haaa ha ha ha......! SO FUCK HER!!!.  
Posted by vara on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 02:00:00 PST

I dreamt of The Taj Mahal last night

and this morning...I felt better. Perhaps I should go to see it....India anyone?  
Posted by vara on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 09:09:00 PST

To ask well, to answer rightly....

This is another friendly Havamal reminder or two.... To ask well, to answer rightly, Are the marks of a wise man: Men must speak of men's deeds, What happens may not be hidden. It is safe to tel...
Posted by vara on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 08:24:00 PST

Asgina ageli - cherokee for half ghost

asgina ageli - one who should have died by right, but yet remains on earth;a woman who survives a mortal illness, a man fallen into his enemies hands who escapes.  they say that these who live in...
Posted by vara on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 07:04:00 PST

hanging, suspended like scales between sorrow and joy.

So the book that this poem is from is The Prophet by Khalil Gibran - there has never been a time that his words did not reach me and they reflect my "now" ahh the eternal now - if i remain presen...
Posted by vara on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 09:47:00 PST

religion

your daily life is your temple and your religion whenever you enter into it take with you your all take the plough and the forge and the mallet and the lute the things you have fashioned in necessity ...
Posted by vara on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 03:41:00 PST

Lost, and by the wind grieved...

how is it that a strange weird wind can sweep in and carry off with it so much that is good?  in an instant.
Posted by vara on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 06:28:00 PST

The Abominable snowmonster a.k.a bumble

has gone on sabbatical as of this morning.  no longer residing on one of my beams under the skylight, star in hand, beckoning winter's roar. it's official - eff that groundhog WINTER IS OVER! it ...
Posted by vara on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 10:52:00 PST

Are bears coming out of hibernation yet?

after this long weird winter?  i sure as shit hope so.  life has been pretty suck-ass without bears roamin these particular woods.... and now...a lovely poem for spring in the hopes that spr...
Posted by vara on Fri, 10 Mar 2006 01:48:00 PST