Chucksta Bee - ProfilesArchive

About Me

My name is Chas. Hi.

AIM screenname: ChuckstaBurnt

If you want love, you must be love; but if bleed love you will die loved.

I'm a semi-loner guy.
I get hurt easily.
I can't read hints and signs.
I think people take advantage of me.
I wish I could correct my flaws while I simultaneously praise them.
I'm beginning to see my place in life and I think I like it.
I'm nearly always listening to music or learning something new. Or both.
I love the feeling of love.

My Interests

Music
Making music
Politics
Social Matters
BMW
Motorcycles
People
Love
Satan

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who shares views. I don't care if they are against or for what I believe because you should always understand why someone thinks the way they do before you criticize it. I also would like to meet tons of musicians who have changed my life. If you're a friend of a friend, I'd like to meet you too because I've met some of the coolest people that way.

I feel weird, rude, and judgmental to assort my friends by how much I like them so these are all people I love having in my life assorted by name. I never mention how much I care for my friends until I feel like I'm slipping...

Music:

I like so many things. I think I'll just list what I have mainly listened to in the past month (May).

Air
The Flaming Lips
Snowden
The Smashing Pumpkins
Aphex Twin
Isis
The Ladies
Pinback
Red Sparowes
Pavement
Plus Minus
The Arcade Fire
Boards of Canada
cedars
Dimmu Borgir
Explosions in the Sky
Godspeed you Black Emperor!
Interpol
Idiot Pilot
Joy Division
Lake Trout
Modest Mouse
Neutral Milk Hotel
Of Montreal
The Olivia Tremor Control
Page France
Sufjan Stephens
U2
Venetian Snares
Wilco

Movies:

I can't ever pick favorite movies.

Pi, Shawshank Redemption, Everything is Illuminated, American History X, Requiem for a Dream, Fight Club, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Snatch, The Usual Suspects, Clerks, Mallrats, A Life Aquatic.

Television:

South Park, Family Guy, The Simpsons, Drew Carrey, ATHF, and all the old cartoons I was raised on. Wholesome.

Books:

I'll read anything a person of intelligence recommends to me because I'm terrible about picking books.

Ones I have enjoyed:
1984
Fight Club
Slaughterhouse Five
Breakfast of Champions
Jailbird
All of the Lord of the Rings books
The Perks of Being a Walflower
Catcher In the Rye
To Kill a Mockingbird

I don't read as much as I should.

Heroes:

My mom. My good friends. People who care for others.

My Blog

Mr. Ambulance Driver

I've never had to deal with death. I've had pets die including my childhood dog I had for nine years, but never human death. I've come to the realization that my great grandma doesn't have much longer...
Posted by Chucksta Bee on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 07:28:00 PST

Go back to those gold sounds.

So, I came to the conclusion that my past effects me, but doesn't affect me. I know its there and bad things sometimes cross my mind and bring me down, but it doesn't change where I am. I've come to r...
Posted by Chucksta Bee on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 11:12:00 PST

The past is a grotesque animal

I'm completely lost in this situation. I seriously have no idea what to do on account that every ten minutes I feel something else. It's the awkward mix of hatred, depression, anxiety, freedom, and lu...
Posted by Chucksta Bee on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 11:52:00 PST

Lack of safety and total disregard for human life and intelligence

Rant. Don't bother reading if motorcycles don't interest you one bit. Things to hate: 1. Novice riders with bikes that have too much power. 2. Novice riders who carry passangers. 3. People who ask m...
Posted by Chucksta Bee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST