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About Me

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Nowhere Near Perfect I am nowhere near perfect.
I am not a supermodel, I am not an angel.
I fight too much, argue too much, and I get an attitude too much.
I get mad way too easily.
I can be too nice.
I let people walk all over me.
I give people way too many chances.
I sometimes dont show my love.
I don't spend enough time with my family.
I compare myself to others way too much.
I don't believe in myself.
I hate my stomach.
I don't think im all that beautiful.
I care too much what others think.
I take opinions to heart.
I put myself down too much.
I am way too competitive.
I am on the computer way too much.
I worry so much I get sick.
I cannot stand my dad.
I am nowhere near perfect.
But you still love me as much as you always have,
You still hold me tight,
You think I am the most beautiful girl in the world.
You calm me down, you help me feel better.
You are true to me, and you make me feel like it will all be okay.
You know I love you and care for you, even though I don't show it.
You care for me when no one else is there.
And you love me, imperfections and all.
You Know It's True Love When: You open your mouth and they say the same exact thing you're thinking. You lay your head on their chest, and realize that their hearbeat is exactly the same as yours. They touch you in this specific way that gives you goosebumps everytime. You just leave their house, and you miss them already. They cup your face in their hand and you feel the most secure. You can cuddle with them and never say a word. Their arms are around you and you feel no fear. Their around you and you forget about the harsh world. You look in their eyes and you can see your future. You can never get enough of them. Even when you're away from them, you know something is wrong with them. You cry when they cry, wheather they're there or not. Everytime you think about them you smile. Every love song on the radio reminds you of them. You can't stay mad at them. You start to like the majority of the things they like, just because they like it. No other person comes close to how gorgous they are. No other person could ever take their place. Nobodys opinion matters but theirs. Their phone calls are the highlight of your day. You can't stop talking about them. You can't stop thinking about them. They're the only one who can talk to you and make you feel better. They make you feel like you are perfect, no matter what. This is true love.

My Interests

Softball, talking on the phone, guys, friends, meeting new people, writing poetry, taking pictures, and singing.

I'd like to meet:

You Know It's True Love When: You open your mouth and they say the same exact thing you're thinking. You lay your head on their chest, and realize that their hearbeat is exactly the same as yours. They touch you in this specific way that gives you goosebumps everytime. You just leave their house, and you miss them already. They cup your face in their hand and you feel the most secure. You can cuddle with them and never say a word. Their arms are around you and you feel no fear. Their around you and you forget about the harsh world. You look in their eyes and you can see your future. You can never get enough of them. Even when you're away from them, you know something is wrong with them. You cry when they cry, wheather they're there or not. Everytime you think about them you smile. Every love song on the radio reminds you of them. You can't stay mad at them. You start to like the majority of the things they like, just because they like it. No other person comes close to how gorgous they are. No other person could ever take their place. Nobodys opinion matters but theirs. Their phone calls are the highlight of your day. You can't stop talking about them. You can't stop thinking about them. They're the only one who can talk to you and make you feel better. They make you feel like you are perfect, no matter what. This is true love.
Anyone who is interested in looking to talk to a fun, down to earth gurl!!

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Music:

Just about anything BUT bluegrass and stuff like Britney Spears and Jessica and Ashlee Simpson... However, Christina Aguilera is a different story. She has an AMAZING voice, shes my idol.

Movies:

0o0o0o0o0o... My favorite movie is A Walk To Remember, but I LOVE Comedies, and movies like Pearl Harbor

Television:

Grey's Anatomy!!!!!!!!! HELLS YEAH!! OMG... Criss Angel Mindfreak is AMAZING!

Books:

I love scary suspense books, and books that are based on true life, and weird books, like Stephen King books. ANY Nicholas Sparks book... I'm A SAP

Heroes:

i have a lot of heroes... but its mostly my friends and family... i luv em!!! :-D

My Blog

hmmm.... at school and bored.

I haven't written anything in awhile. So I thought I would just write.me and ashley had a long talk yesterday. i hope everything starts coming back to normal. I love her so much, and...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 09:16:00 PST

WHY CANT I GO BACK TO THURSDAY?!?!?!?

So on Thursday, me and Chris did not have to work. It was SUCH a wonderful day. We woke up in each others arms, we layed around watching movies all day, and we just loved it and breathed i...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:06:00 PST

Why does God have to work in such ways?

Okay, so u guys know how I got into a wreck last year, right? well, the lady, linda, got $200,000 from our insurance, and wants more. so the guy who hit us is suing us because of her wanting to ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 10:49:00 PST

one flaw in women

One Flaw In Women, Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing whe...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:31:00 PST

stale ciggarettes and the smile upon ur face

i listen to the radio, as i take a drag upon a ciggarette. its stale. but still good. and all i see is the smile upon ur face. as u have fun, without me. youre laughing...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 08:39:00 PST

just some thoughts, i was sad and couldnt sleep

I know I said that I was happy again, but im really not... Im just as sad as i was before. i feel alone most of the time. Yeah, ME, the one who used to have a million friends and hang out ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 10:29:00 PST

pissed as a motherfucker

so theres this gurl, right? she tried getting with my boyfriend, knowing he has a g/f. she even told him herself she just wanted to FUCK him. she said, i dont care if u have a girlfriend, i...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 08:07:00 PST

GUESS WHAT!!!! :)

1) MY BOYFRIEND IS AMAZING. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. YEAH, WE FIGHT. BUT I WOULDNT WANT TO FIGHT AND MAKE-UP WITH ANYONE ELSE. 2)I SAW LINDA (THE LADY IN THE CAR ACCIDENT WITH ME) AT CHUR...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 08:56:00 PST

its still happening

Ya'll, i am still having nightmares about the wreck. 3 months afterward... i am SOOOO scared to drive. It all scares me so bad... i dunno wut to do nemore... im so scared to sleep......
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:17:00 PST

DEPRESSED

everyone, the woman who i have known my whole life, who has loved me ALMOST as much as my mom does, died tonight. i feel so empty. so entirely empty. she was eating at my restaurant ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:30:00 PST