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Hello Darkness

It's really not so bad once you get past the taste

About Me

I am still trying to discover what I am about. Do you have ever have the sensation of having two conflicting strong opinions in your head? That you believe in somehting, but through that belief you come to find that other things you think are true couldn't possibly be? That you love something one minute, then realize why you love it and then you hate it? Do you ever keep doing the same thing because you think it is what you want, only to sit down one day and think "why the fuck am I doing this?" Have you ever been a million differnt people all at once and each one is trying to be center stage? Yeah, that is about my life everyday. I can't ever seem to establish a relationship with the past and future that allows me to llive fully in the now, always remembering what I had or what I used to be and wondering how in the future to get back to that with out realizing the potential of now, and then in realizing this potential at the end of the day, I fall asleep and forget. Everyday is full of new revelations I have already had.
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My Interests

Dancing like a lame ass, doing my homework, coffee shops, doing homework, writing thoughts on life, laughing for no reason, reading mythology and philosophy, discovering how people work, exploring paganism and life as a ritual, artistic activism, guerilla art, domination, conversations that lead to a better understanding of someone or life, the cycles of life, watching flowers bloom.

I'd like to meet:

Imagine there's no heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only skyImagine all the people living for todayImagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for No religion tooImagine all the people Living life in peaceYou may say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one I hope someday you will join us And the world will live as oneImagine all the people Sharing all the worldYou may say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one I hope someday you will join us And the world will live as oneImagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of manImagine all the people sharing all the worldYou may say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one I hope someday you will join us And the world will live as one

Music:

NIN, A Perfect Circle, Nuetral Milk Hotel, TV on the Radio, Rasputina, Tool, Orgy, anything eighties and horrible, wumpscut, Prodigy, Ani DiFranco, Simon and Garfunkel, Crosby Steels Nash and Young, Mindless Self Indulgence, Orbital, VNV Nation, Devandra Banhart, Weezer, The Strand, Mirah, The New Pornographers, Rasputina, older classical music with cellos, Greenday, Offspring (the older stuff), Sublime, and lots of other random unrelated tastiness.

Movies:

Secretary, Almost Famous, American Pysco, Beetlejuice, Boondock Saints, Clockwork Orange, Close Encounters of the third Kind, Confessions of a Dangerous Mind, Donnie Darko, DAngerous Lives of Alter Boys, Fight Club, Fantasia, Ghost World, Girl Interrupted, Grosse Pointe Blanke, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Help, Igby Goes Down, Lost in Translation, Mallrats, Matchstick Men, Memento, Mermaids, Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, Midsummer Nights Dream, Moullin Rouge, Natural Born Killers, O Brother Where art Thou, Pieces of April, Playing by Heart, Rashomon, The Royal Tenebaums, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Sleepy Hollow, From Hell, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Spirited Away, Titus, Too Wong Foo, Twinpeaks Fire Walk with Me, Who framed Roger Rabbit, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Facotry, But I'm a Cheerleader, Adam's Family, Cecil B. Demented, Hairspray, Clay Pigeons, Detroit Rock City, Dracula, Empire Records, Beautiful Thing, E.T. The Exorcist, The Fifth Element, Halloween, Friday the 13th, Nightmare on Elm Street, The Lost Boys, Pump up the Volume, The Wedding Singer, White Oleander, and many many more. I am a movie junkie...

Television:

I have a serios x-files addiction. trust no one. Twin Peaks also holds a special place in my heart, along with queer as folk and six feet under. oh and the twilight zone, invader zim, and captain planet.

Books:

I am currently reading Tracks (for school, but I really like it) and The Antichrist by Nietzsche. My other recent readings included part of the History of the Druids, Merrick by Anne Rice, Natural Cures for Bipolar (very interesting), my favorite smut vampire series (A.K.A. Laurell K. Hamilton) Some recent favorites include The Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by James Joyce, and yeah, well actually that's it. Before that, lets see, I read Generation X by Douglas Coupland, Blood and Gold by Anne Rice, The Wanting Seed by Anthony Burgess, and Sex, Drugs and Cocopuffs by Chuck Kloisterman. My favorites are usually Anne Rice, Roald Dahl, Poe, Vonnegut, random philosophy essays, Harry Potter (i am a dork and i love it), and wierd teen science fiction cause i can read a whole book in about 3 hours. easily consumed books i call them, good stress relief. I also enjoy Jane Austen and shakespeare (i can't remember how many times i have read A Midsummer Night's Dream) and lots of other stuff. Often in high school i was yelled at for having my nose in some book or another. mmm...literature

Heroes:

With your powers combined, I am Captain Planet. Captian Planet, he's our hero, gonna take polution down to zero...and John Lennon.

My Blog

Shiny new smile

How come making it through school occupies so much of our lives? How are me ever to become who we truly are when we are not granted time to think. There is constant movement, constant preassure to ach...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:59:00 PST

Alphabet Soup

was fucking sweet. Being at a conference with 1500 GLBT College kids is an interesting and educational experience. Kudos to them for talking so much about gender fluidity, bisexuality and transexualit...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:04:00 PST

Oh Vonnegut, you make me giggle...

"There had been a time when a copy of Trout's most popular book to date, Plague on Wheels, had brought as much as twelve dollars, because of the illustrations. It was now being offered for a dollar, a...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 06:40:00 PST

some favorite Nietzsche quotes

"For believe me: the secret for harvesting the greatest fruitfulness and greatest enjoyment is..to live dangerously.""In Christianity neither morality nor religion come into contact with reality at an...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 06:05:00 PST

contentedness in fall...

I love Fall. It is the perfect season, a passing of time that completey changes the world, for a breif period, into a beautiful rotting rainbow. I love the smells, the colors, the clothes, the buttern...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:06:00 PST

favorite moment continued..

"'Do you realize that! We'll never know why the hell any of it happened, not even when it's over!' I shouted at Nicolas, who was sitting back on the bed, nodding and drinking his wine out of a flagon....
Posted by Hello Darkness on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 07:00:00 PST

One of my favorite literary moments...

"I should call it the Dark Moment, but it was still high-pitched and full of eerie light. We were talking rapidly, cursing the meaninglessness, and when Nicolas at last sat down and put his head in hi...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 09:09:00 PST

ode to my computer

Oh Technology, how I love and loathe thee.
Posted by Hello Darkness on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 12:38:00 PST

x-files and chamomile tea

so, I am know on the fourth season of X-Files for about the tenth time. I am sitting here with my steaming mug of Sleepy Time tea, asking myself the unanswerable question of "what the hell am I doing ...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 08:38:00 PST

Ani DiFranco

fucking rocks my world. I got to see her in concert last night, it was uber amazing. I felt at peace with the whole universe, that could have been the end of me, and I would have gone willingly. And s...
Posted by Hello Darkness on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 07:13:00 PST