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About Me

I'm Page.
I'm different...at least I like to think I am
I've changed a lot in the past year of my life, and I think its for the better
I recently learned that my biggest fear is being alone
I also learned tht I cant handle being ignored
I write. Some of its good...some of it isnt. But all of its real

Things I Love
Lemons
pretty clothes/dresses
Photography
musicals
art
incense
ripped jeans(edgewood is stupid)
Sharpies
wednesday car rides
Being in pictures(on the days I feel pretty)
Smoothies
Honest people
You
sarcasm
getting flowers
Taking random pictures in walmart
mix cds
Laughing so hard i cry, then trying to tell someone the story and doing it all over again
The way I dress(how I want)
Learning new things[about myself]
The Northern Lights
[Shooting] Stars
Living in the country
My california relatives
Bubble wrap
Camp Gray
Rainbows
Gay/Lesbain/Bi people
Not fitting into any one group or stereotype
Movies
TV
Fruit
Rasberry Pie
Thanksgiving
School
Edgewood curly fries :D
My Friends
taking pictures for no apparent reason
My Deerfield and HG Amigos
My kitty Music(all genres)
Myspace
snakes
Late nights that turn into early mornings
Friends that turn into family
My neices and nephew
Both of my sisters
getting mail
Being my own person
Traveling
working at noodles
Having political opinions (and lots of them)
My wifexcore (aka Tara)
Singing[in the shower]
Writing
expressing myself
feeling loved
BEING loved
European accents
My room
Amazing quotes/song lyrics
Blueberry muffins
CARBS
Thunderstorms + dancing in the rain
candy
politics
Energy drinks
Guys Cologne
Talking on the phone for hours
summer + the beach
finals week
movies
reading
cheesecake
candles
Things I Hate
being hungry
dressing up
losing love
feeling broken
finals
stereotypes[should die]
racism[sucks]
Pineapples
Getting up early
rollercoasters
Closed mindedness
Homophobes
Having one of my best friends just slowly fade away
Having a shrink for a mother
Fake people
the army
Parts of my past
Not speaking my mind
Being afraid to take risks
People who interpret religion completely literally
Being ignored
ppl who use IM slang in everday conversation
People who take themselves too seriously
People who dont take themselves seriously enough
People who are way too full of themsleves
When people say I'm a poser just becasue I dont belong to, act like, or listen to the music and ideas of one specific group
When actual posers call me a poser
Loud people with nothing to say
George W. Bush
Really conservative people
Unlived in/ridiculously clean houses
When people take me to seriously/not seriously enough
Random Stuff
I wish I could play guitar
I want to make something of my life instead of being another peice of shit working in a cubicle day after day
I'm working on becoming a vegetarian
I'm a nice person to know unless you make me mad
Dont fuck with my friends, they're the most important thing in my life
I have opinions about everything and I tend to be very vocal about them
Dont try to label me....I'm not a simple person
I can get really crazy sometimes
This generation is obsessed w/ itself and has not time to think of anyone else. All originality is wiped out and everyones goal is to be "unique' while actually looking and acting exactly like everyone else. Even I'm guilty of tht at times...and I hate it
All the generations before had some way to toughen up and/or realize that they dont get everything handed to them on a silver platter. Our generation however, hasnt had this yet and so we're all just a bunch of lazy, fat, hypocritical idiots, who once we're in charge wont have any fucking clue how to do anything. There is only a small percentage of people who realize this and someday we'll have to take responsibility and pick up the pieces.
"Thousands of people have written to tell me that I am wrong not to belive in God.The most hostile of thes communications have come from Christians. This is ironic, as Christians generally imagine that no faith imparts the virtues of love and forgiveness more effectively than there own. The truth is that many who claim to be transformed by Christ's love are deeply, even murderously, intolerant of critism. Such hatred draws considerable support from the bible. How do i know this? The most disturbing of my correspondents always cite chapter and verse" -Sam Harris "Letter To A Christian Nation"
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My Interests

MUSIC
new people
listening to gossip
writing
remiscing with old friends

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who's cool and also someone who can teach me guitar. I got my layout at whateverlife.com!

Music:

EVERYTHING
you name it i most likely listen to it
introduce me to new music and i'll love you forever
below is a incomplete list of my music interests

The Academy is..., Acceptance, action action,Afroman, Armor For Sleep, Alicia Keys, The Audition, The All-American Rejects, All Envy Aside, Ataris,Backstreet Boys(oh baby ;).),Belle and Sebastian, Bell X1,BEP, Brand New, Bowling For Soup, blink-182, Bloodhound Gang,Bob Marley,Boys Like Girls, Cedarwell, The Cardigans, Chris Brwon, Ciara, Circa Survive,The Click Five(tehe),Coheed And Cambria,Copeland, The Corrs, Cute Is What We Aim For, Daddy Yankee, D.H.T., Daphne Loves Derby, Death Cab For Cutie, Drivetrain, Daniel Powter, Dixie Chicks(meh), Dope, Eminem, Evanescence, Early November, Evan And Jaron, Fall Out Boy, Five For Fighting, Frank Sinatra, Frankie J, Green Day, Gavin Degraw, Good Charlotte(lmao), Hello Hello, Howie Day, H.I.M., Howie Day, The Hush Sound, I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business, Jack's Mannequin, Jack Johnson, James Blunt, jamisonparker, Jason Mraz, June, Jon Troast, The Killers, The Loved Ones, Lucky Boys Confusion, MC HAmmer, Madonna, Mariah Carey, MArilyn Manson, Marcos Hernandez, Maroon 5, Mario, My Chemical Romance, Maroon 5, Mewithoutyou, Morning Wood, Motley Crue, Natalie, Nickelback, No Motiv, Ne-Yo, Nelly Furtado, Nine Inch Nails, O-Zone, The Offspring, Panic! At The Disco, Palin White T's, The Postal Service, Pussycat Dolls, Queen, Rascal Flatts, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rd Jumpsuit Apparatus, Reeve Oliver, Relient K, Rent, Rihanna, Saosin, Saves The Day, Saving Jane, Say From Charms, Sense Field, Senses Fail, She Wants Revenge Simple Plan, The Shins, Silverstein, Sir Mix-A-Lot, Sisqo, Switchfoot, Tegan and Sara, Thursday, Tim McGraw, Taking Back Sunday, Taylor Swift, Teddy Geiger,Tehacious D, Three Dog Night, Train, Trapt, Underoath, Usher, Vanessa Carlton, The Veronicas Weezer, Willy Mason, Yellowcard and a lot more that i can't think of right now

Movies:

without a paddle, grease, old school, dirty dancing, dirty dancing havana nights, ring 2,rent, borat, van wilder:rise of taj, Schindlers List, Diary of Anne Frank, pride and prejudice, team america, saw(all of them)

Television:

Degrassi, South of Nowhere, Law and Order SVU, Nip/Tuck, One Tree Hill, CSI:Miami, the best years, weeds

Books:

i adore reading
QUOTES
Walk proud as you are
- Maya Angelou
No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever
-birthday card from britt
Drop Dead Gorgeous-and she'll hang herself with pearls
We'll become another fabricated self-portriat
-The Audition
Bombing For Peace is like Fucking For Virginity
Nothing better than a talking dog and a baby who wants to dominate the world
-Jeremy Diaz
There are two great tragedies in life:to lose your hearts desire...and to gain it.
-George Bernard Shaw
Anything that cares for only beauty cant handle getting close, beacuse close up, nothing is beautiful
-Jane Mendelson
It takes courage to grow up and be who you truly are
-E.E.Cummings
We compromised. She wanted a cat and i didnt want a cat. So we compromised and got a cat.
-Rules of Engagement
Love is the story of a womans life; it is an episode in mans.
-Germaine De Stael
Her smile is to a real smile as the smell of perfume is to that of a real flower
-Jane Mendelson

Heroes:

You Know You're From a Small Town When...
The "road hog" in front of you on Main Street is a farmer's combine.
The local phone book has only one yellow page.
Third Street is on the edge of town.
You leave your jacket on the back of the chair in the cafe, and when you go back the next day, it's still there, on the same chair.
You don't signal turns because everyone knows where you're going anyway.
No social events can be scheduled when the school gym floor is being varnished.
You call a wrong number and they supply you with the correct one.
Everyone knows all the news before it's published; they just read the hometown paper to see whether the publisher got it right.
The city limits signs are both on the same post
The City jail is called amoeba, because it only has one cell.
The McDonalds only has one Golden Arch.
The one-block-long Main Street dead ends in both directions.
Second Street is in the next town over.
There's no place to go that you shouldn't.
A "Night on the Town" takes only 11 minutes.
The mayor had to annex property to eat a foot-long hot dog.
The New Year's baby was born in October.
Running from the cops consists of hiding in the cornfield.
You have to name six surrounding towns to explain to people where you're from.
You have to drive five miles out in the country to smoke a cigarette.
Headline news is who grew the biggest vegetable this year.
There is no point in high-school reunions because everyone knows what everyone else is doing anyway.
Driving cars up and down the main drag is a universal high school experience.
You can name everyone you graduated with.
You know what 4-H is.
You ever went to parties at a pasture, barn, or in the middle of a dirt road.
You said the 'f' word and your parents knew within the hour.
You schedule parties around the schedule of different police officers, since you know which ones would bust you and which ones wouldn't.
You ever went cow-tipping or snipe hunting.
School gets canceled for state sporting events.
You could never buy cigarettes because all the store clerks knew how old you were and if you were old enough, they would still tell your folks.
When you did find someone old enough and brave enough to buy cigarettes, you still had to go out to the country and drive back roads to smoke them.
You were ever in the Homecoming parade.
You have ever gone home for Homecoming.
It was cool to date someone from the neighboring town.
You had senior skip day.
The whole school went to the same party after graduation.
You don't give directions by street names:you use references (turn by Nelson's house, go two blocks to the Anderson's turn left and it's four houses left of the football field).
The golf course had only 9 holes.
You can't help but date a friend's ex-girlfriend.
Your car stays filthy because of the dirt roads, and you will never own a dark vehicle for this reason.
You think kids that ride skateboards are weird.
The town next to you is considered "trashy" or "snooty" but is actually just like your town.
Getting paid minimum wage is considered a great job.
You refer to anyone with a house newer than 1980 as "rich" people.
The people in the city dress funny, then you pick up on the trend a few years later.
You bragged to your friends because you got pipes on your truck for your birthday.
Anyone you want can be found at either the Dairy Queen or the feed store.
You see at least one friend a week driving a tractor through town.
Football coaches suggest that you haul hay for the summer to get stronger.
Directions are given using "the" stop light as a reference.
The city council meets at the coffee shop.
Your letter jacket was worn after your 19th birthday.
You have ever taken a trailer or dog to school on a daily basis.
Weekend excitement involves a trip to the grocery store.
Even the ugly people enter beauty contests.
You decide to walk somewhere for exercise and 5 people pull over and ask if you need a ride.
Your teachers call you by your older siblings names.
Your teachers remember when they taught your parents.
You can charge at all the local stores.
The closest McDonald's is 45 miles away.
So is the closest mall.
It is normal to see an old man riding through town on a riding lawn mower.
Everyone who played sports had to play on every type of team, or there wouldn't be enough people to have a team.
Being able to hit a road sign with a beer bottle while driving down the highway is considered a necessary skill.
A cool vehicle had big tires or a bad-ass stereo.
You can remember when your town finally got cable.
Driving to the party on a four wheeler is quite normal.
You thought the 30-year-old guy that still was at all the parties was cool.
The town population increases by one-third when the universities go on break.
The best burgers in town are at the rink.
You know exactly where to go when the party is at "the lake".
You lost your virginity at a bush party.

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Shoutouts: these kids are [basically] my heroes

BRITT- you have been doing some SERIOUSLY stupid shit lately. but now that you really are moving on, im insanely pround of you. i know how hard it is to just point blank try to stop loving someon...
Posted by sleepless midnight romance on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 08:12:00 PST