about me:
Lots of people said so far that not only do i look like L but i act exactly like him..or he acts like me i should say xD i was here first but still "L Lawliet" owns.
music:
Dont Belive in Heaven and i dont skate but love my song...Gorillaz, Alien Ant Farm, Linkin Park, Green Day, Blink 182, Rage Against The Machine. tell me what you like?
movies:
Both resident Evils (not the stupid third one), Snatch,Napoleon Dynamite, all three Matrix, V for Vendetta and all the Austin Powers movies and pretty much any others like it.
books:who id like to meet:
My Conclusion, - (forgive spelling and punctuation)
what to do when all you can do it watch slowly as the one you are deeply in love with is slowly slipping through your fingers...when you gave then mind body and soul and it wasn't enough,when they say "i love you" and you truly undeniably believe then without a doubt,and it turns out to be a long..long lie,love? i have a new definition for the word heartbreak!..that is the eventual exact definition of "love" and it took me this long to realize it how naive i was yet still cant shake my feelings the cold heart ache inside me that doesn't give rest even in my sleep the tears rolling down my cheeks as i recall the joy and feeling she gave me and cast into darkness my entire soul,is it so easy for people to move .. devoting so much is it so easy to just say..."move on" all I've said...all I've done and all thats been said to me i find it very difficult to move on call me weak call me stupid its love that made me this way so if you ever fall in love be sure to not sink in too deep its a bottomless pit,dark and you'll always have that sinking/falling feeling as if about to vomit out all that is within you but it stays forever,emotional attachment has changed me for the better and worse i have struck a goldmine of information within my suffering and the possible pain to come with it will new experiences i just hope this person either realizes now that i love her more than my own life,it will never be too late to come back to me im a fool..least for her do anything she says ill always be here I've always been here i just hope when..if she realizes she loves me she hasn't done any regrettable things with other people or to herself and i hope that Karma is not true if it is i cant imagine how it would come back for all I've done and had to go through yet...i don't regret a thing so long as it was for her, perhaps she will realize one day what a grave error shes making/made and again ill be just a message/phone call away at the most but maybe this is all useless and after reading it will realize shes my world is her to hoping if there is any left that is...thank you for reading i sincerely hope none of you ever have to go through this as i did.
-Victor Martinez
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