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About Me

Yay! I'm getting married!

Lately my prayers have been like this good ol' Jars of Clay song:
"I'm only alive with You. I can't get by and I can't get through, so put me in the river and let me say I do. I'm only alive with You."

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My Interests

C.S.Lewis, Chboysky, Dostoevsky, Kerouac, Kingsolver, Dorris, Plath...

Music:

Coheed and Cambria, The Format, Fall Out Boy, Blindside, Pedro the Lion, Waiting on July, Copeland, Mae, Taking Back Sunday, Dashboard Confessional, Danger:Radio, The Scene Aesthetic,Gatsby's American Dream, Alanis Moorisette, The Early November, JamisonParker, Damien Rice,Deathcab for Cutie, Taking Back Sunday, Mewithoutyou, The Postal Service, Jason Upton, Rita Springer,Fiance (Pat is my future husband), Briertone, Slow Car Crash, The Darkness, Deborah friggin Apodaca, Emery, Jump Little Children, Rufus Wainwright, Jars of Clay, The Weakend, Emery, Further Seems Forever, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, This Providence, Jennifer Knapp, Muse, Loudermilk, Downhere, Kendall Payne, Blues Traveller, Garth Brooks, Lifehouse, Out of Eden, All American Rejects, Beth Hart, Hanson...

Books:

The Brothers Karamozov, Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Bell Jar, On the Road, In the Time of the Butterflies, Yellow Raft on Blue Water, The Bean Trees, The Great Divorce, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Screwtape Letters, Mere Christianity, Letters To Malcolm, A Mind Awake...

Heroes:

C.S. Lewis

My Blog

::If Im a crown without a king, a broken open seed::

::If I come without a thing, I come with all I need:: If it seems that I've been distant lately, there is a purpose, there is a reason.See I can't even breath your name or lift my head up in this...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 10:59:00 PST

I need thee oh I need thee, ev’ry hour I need thee

whisper soft, oh sweet windfills my hair and brings the cloudsthat drop the rain that cleans my facewhich smiles politely, holding inall the joy I can't let out, can't let it outtil we're alone If I a...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 09:27:00 PST

Im desperately seeking, frantic believing

::that the sight of your face is all that I'm needing:: Just a little glimpseJust the lamp that shows these next two stepsAnd I remember how I ended up hereon the floorcrying out for more ::Son of Dav...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:08:00 PST

living sacrifice

give me radical abandongive me your heartI want to see your face, your piercing eyesI want to bear the marks of a believer "I wanna bleed with your praises" You are good because I asked for hunge...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:48:00 PST

what dreams may come

Simply, I am falling But the ground coming up to meet me is laiden with daisiesAnd when I get there I'll swim in themAnd for you I will pluck someAnd can we go dancing when the sun runs away? Meet me ...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:55:00 PST

If I could become the servant of all

Memoto: John Ranneyfrom: cherizzledate: 5 Sept. 2006Subject: me, in the words of mewithoutyoubody: After years with a crown on my head, I've grown overfed, unconcerned and comfortably numb. Kept busy ...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 11:56:00 PST

o how I would have despaired if you had not come found me here...

...I can lean against your throne and find my peaceOnly in you is there complete happiness coupled with an overpowering discontentI saw you yesterday, only for a moment, can I catch a glimpse today?Le...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 09:19:00 PST

You gave me a song

If I'm not the one I said I would be when we spoke just few days ago, would it hurt you so much? would it pain you so?Every drop on the base of a treeHow can I dance when the music is gone?a...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 04:16:00 PST

::I've got a cupboard with cans of food, filtered water and pictures of you::

::and I'm not coming out until this is all over:: I've locked myself in the bathroom and I'm kneeling on the cold tile floor and I'm singing about a love I am not even close to being a part of. But th...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 09:53:00 PST

If the dead are not raised -- "let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we die"

raise me up o raise me up and let me see the wonder of letting go. I am not ashamed of this brokenness but I am ashamed of the process, let me hide my face in your overcoat, it smells of holly and ant...
Posted by Johnny's fiance! on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 12:50:00 PST