what is there to be me?
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My friends usually call me Chris. But I have many other nicknames that signify certain ranks of friends. My name is Christopher, but my nicknames are: Chris, Chaotic Chris, Kutch, Cj, Fluffy, Little Cloud, Creepy boy, Sexual/Slutty Cj, Moose (because I love them!!), broke back and of course Sunshine! Sunshine has been the new hit name lately.
My life has been in a haze lately. I need change always, and when I can't have it, I get crazy. I'm over-due for a change & therefore I have. but I need/want to revert to how I was about a year ago. I've changed so much that I've lost myself. but "to lose yourself, is to truly find yourself." So I'm hoping that I'll see me through this mist.
My boyfriend and I have been dating for 1 year now. And I love him dearly. Even though he drives me crazy and sometimes I can't stand him, I will always love him. It's something I cannot stop and cannot help. We are totally opposites in many ways... but somehow it works out. He's hot & I'm cold, therefore we balance each other out perfectly. I ask him every now and then, I don't see how this will work, maybe we're too opposite, but he smiles at me & I smile back. We know we're crazy, but we're crazy for each other. Just one touch and we both melt and fall into a state of pure bliss & peace. I'm happy I'm dating him. Some things I wish I could change, but I don't wish anyone to be perfect. So therefore I'm happy for the imperfect.<3
" Chris Lately : " So lately my life has been weird. I'm currently searching for a job. I applied at Aeropostle, American Eagle and I also applied for Starbucks. I'm desperate for a job. And I've been drawing more lately. wooh! I've decided that I'm not in shape as I could be, so I'm going to be more active and pushing weights. Frisco was fun! a few naked people. ew, but it was fun regardless, I had stephen there. It inspired me to buy really cool underwear, which is why I've probably have been forgetting to put some on. I just got back from camping. my bro is in town. I think my parents know I'm dating stephen cuz i said a few things, but they never asked. and I almost told them a few times but didn't. so they & i still wonder. I think the kicker was when I told my mom, "i wish i could get pregnant," next to "this is how you spread your legs cj." lol. wtf fml my life. love
SunshineCj
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Status: sweetly abducted by him
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Ideal Jobs: Optometrist, Advertising, Geneticist
Quote: Happiness Exists Somewhere