im in love with love. i'm engaged. i eat steak mostly cuz my boyfriend--EDIT--fiance thinks its sexy. me and him are kinda obsessed with eachother. we have a beautiful daughter, Sophia Mae. i'm nothing without my family and friends. i will fight until death for every single one of them. i'm obsessed with lyrics and quotes that relate to my life. i've lacked common sense all my life. and i don't really care. i cry far too often and laugh way too loudly. if i had it my way lucas and brooke would still be together. i hate bathrooms without windows. i'm terrified of death, and just as scared of life. growing up is a huge fear of mine. i have terrible anxiety. especially when i'm not around my mom. speaking of, she is one of the absolute strongest people i know. i cherish every moment with her. my father is another one of them. & i'll always be daddy's little girl. i wish i could say that i wouldn't change a thing about me or my life; that's nothing other than a bald-faced lie. i forgive too easily. i'm not a strong person. but i'm slowly learning to be. and i have plenty of people who hold me up.
..nothing lasts forever. so live it up. and drink it down. avoid the bullshit. take chances. & never have regrets. because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted..
