Right now I have a very special person in my life my closest, maybe only friend shelby, She is the only one that gets to see the real me. I have been talking to her for some time as a friend and it recently became much more, she awoken a feeling deep inside that I havent felt in a while or perhaps havent felt at all, shes so different from the rest she's a big reason i stayed,im not gonna hide us nor do i care who knows or approves because our business is just that our business, funny she makes me feel like i never done things that i have done before, meaning her kissing or touching me makes me feel like its the first time its happened to me, we have text book chemistry and everyday that we spend together is perfect in everyway we give each other 110 percent for each other, and we dont let gossip or comments get to us. im fallin head over heels for this girl and nothing or know 1 will change that sorry.......haha but its funny how they try to, its funny but everytime I see you, you become more and more beautiful if thats even possible, I love how smart and carefree you are and you have such class and elagance to you, I love that you really love and take care of your sister I think thats so attractive and your beauty is outside and inside and you treat me like I always wanted to be treated, thats why I do what I do for you. you simply deserve that and more.Other people wondered why I never wrote anything bout them on myspace the answer is because they never was worth talking bout so they can go talk bout that shit haha,Your the only one that truly knows whats been on my mind the past year and you were allowed to enter my dreams only if it were for just a few seconds. As everyday passes we grow stronger and stronger no 1 else matters know more. so they can say what they want send me emails, and messages and belive what ever they want to, they can read my page and yours every 2 mins if they want haha like we said we cant help it people always got us on they mind haha, Cry me a river that way i can swim in it, cause my baby got a new swimsuit and we goin to swim haha, and i admire how smart she is i have to admit i can lisen to her words all day shes been thru alot these days but she understands life and the way it revolves around life,the past future and present. I love to spoil her till im broke haha not till broke but close, I cant help but touch her face whisper how i feel bout her and gently kiss her on the lips, i have fallen in love with her and now know I love her, I feel very safe sayin that, if it makes u guys mad good i love u