Eric [BZK][BTS][ZKU]

My Thoughts On Life
(Yes I was bored and finally put something here)
The human mind is an amazing thing. When you really understand someone well enough you can sometimes predict what they will do. You can influence them to do almost anything you want them to do or think. By just simple observations and logic you can learn more about someone than they may know themselves. *Ahem if you have ever read Sherlock Holmes...
You know as the days pass on I realize more than ever that almost everyone in the world will not become important in any way, will not impact the world, and will not do much to make it better. They will just live out their lives everyday hoping for something to happen and never take charge to make it better. I see everyone only care about themselves and not think of others when it could mean more to them than anyone else.
Im not sure what to believe religion-wise. Everything has to have come from something and even science cannot say where it has. I believe there may be a god but I also have a slight idea that it may be all made up. That religion is a conspiracy made up by man a long time ago to form order in society. I mean without consequences for the actions made on earth for the afterlife there would be no order and chaos would rule, I.E. Heaven and Hell. That is just an idea in my head but I am not sure what to believe so I'm going to go with god just in case...
Television is a waste of life in order to fill our daily lives to not be bored. It is made to entertain us and to keep us like we feel like were busy doing something but if you were to look at yourself from afar you would see yourself sitting and watching a screen for hours. But I still enjoy it at night. Videogames are kinda the same except it actually involves the person and interaction. I love videogames soo much haha. Movie theatres are not like television because most people go with others to socially interact so I believe that this is good. I enjoy movies that tend to make me want to yell out THAT WAS FUCKING AWESOME! at the end. I like action, comedy, suspense, horror, and many other ones if I think it will make me feel good at the end. I dont get scared easily if at all. The only things that really freak me out is when something pops out unexpectedly. And even then its not that bad and it deosn't really scare me it just startles me. That and I've basically been desensitized due to videogames my whole life. And I've seen some pretty horrific shit I dont want to talk about but if you ask I'll tell you.
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Government is corrupt and viewed towards whoever has the most weapons and money. I mean money is the root of all evil. Somewhere right now a person is being paid off to hide something bad. My idea of a perfect government is a one where there is no basis for money but rather if people need something they get it. This way no one would live unnecessarily with things that no person would need. Leaders still must be there because without a sense of direction the country will fail. But they will voice the opinion of the people that the public votes for and will not have any special privaleges that no one else recieves. People will work in order to make the country better not to make themselves money and if they dont they dont get to have the privalege of getting what they need for free. Hmm... on second thought this won't work very well I would have to think about it more. Steve says this sounds like communism but communism is corrupt. Im not too sure about my idea now.
Music is something that I could not live without. It is an miraculous thing when single instruments put together in harmony can create a song so great that thousands will pay to hear it. I like almost every kind of music except for country and folk music. I used to like rap and hip-hop but I've grown out of it over time. I will still listen to some if it has a good beat but if I want a good beat I would rather listen to electro, techno, or dance. Yes that is right. I still like indie music better then anything else though.
Starbucks is evil. I dont care what you say I believe that it is an evil corporation that is trying to take over the minds of the youth by brainwashing them with a 'trend' that it is cool. By preying on the needs of workers it wheedles its way into lives and addicts them to it. Thats why I dont go there. Ever notice that there is one like every block? It's because they are trying to force people to go there. It is EVIL!! Well their coffee is anyway...
I am an honest person. Something I hate more than anything is a liar, cheat, or fake. I am not very selfish and most often put the needs of my friends over that of myself. I am not materialistic. I will go for days in a single pair of pants and jacket because they last longer than other clothing items. I will always change my shirt, socks, and underwear though haha. I am very caring and shy and if you dont believe this you are sadly mistaken. I am one of the nicest guys you may ever meet and it makes me sick to view the guys nowadays who have absolutely no respect for girls, just want sex, and soil the meaning of love. I am glad that this is not me. Also I will say please, thank you, and sorry more than other people because I actually use manners and am respectful to adults and other people of the sort. This is why I tend to get along with most people and make friends easily. If I actually feel like talking because most of the time in school I am tired and just do not want to be there. But it does fill my life and I am able to see the people I am friends with.
People who smoke and do drugs I seem to lose most of my respect for. You can go from the greatest friend to just another person if this happens. If I am around people like this I can be cool but if they do it near me I will most likely wander away or go upwind. If you quit doing this if you have done it in your past I actually may gain respect for you knowing that you were able to realize it and stop. I remember some people who were like this at a show I went to. They were so pathetic and had absolutely no pride in themselves. It was sad and I did not feel bad for them at all. Drinking is not as bad because we all will in our lifetimes but just dont get drunk and do something stupid please. It can be funny and sad to watch them though.
I enjoy many different and random small things in my life. One of my most favorite is accidentally waking up early on a Saturday morning with the window open so it is freezing cold and wrapping up in my covers. I dont know why but it feels so soft and warm I just love it. Another thing is my pets. My parents have 2 dogs, Angus and Malcome, my sister has a cat, Sophie, and I have a cat, Bailey. Bailey is better than Robs cats for sure haha.
Something that not too many people know about me is that I am a vegetarian. Yes thats correct. I do not eat meat and to make things clear I still eat dairy products and eggs. But I dont eat like steak and fish and other crap like that. This may attribute to why I am thin. And some people in my drafting class are retards and thought that I dont eat bread. Morons. I was raised a vegetarian by my parents when I was born because they were already vegetarians. If I eat meat I throw up because my stomach is not used to it. I have accidentally eaten chicken before because I thought it was fake and nothing happened. It just tasted a little saltier. But anyways I hate green vegetables. When I tell this to people they say 'How can you be a vegetarian and not like vegetables?'. I dont know. But I still enjoy potatoes, corn, carrots and stuff like that though.
If you do not know already my heritage is a large mix of things. I am Polish, Irish, French, Italian, German, English, and American Indian. Its like world war 2 in me. But something almost everyone doesnt know is that I am related to Pocahantus. This is no joke and I am dead serious. Im related through my moms side. Im not sure but my parents think I may have Dutch in me too. I dont ever say this one because its not proven. But yea so I am like the definition of European but I've never been there.
My nickname is Pinky. Some people have branched off and came up with others closely related to this. Such as; Chinky, Chinky Reynolds, Pink Panther, Pinky and the Brain, Pinkmeister and some other weird ones. It started in 6th grade by a guy named Tim Rose. I havent seen him in years so to all those that believe you came up with it, you havent. It started because I was pink after a bad sunburn. Thats the story behind it. People have said I look like other people though. 5 different people have said I look like a vampire, 2 said I looked like Julius Ceasar, and 4 said I look like a zombie. Just a random tidbit of info there.
Thats some of my views on random life topics. I hope you enjoyed reading it. I believe what I belive in, you cannot change my mind if you try. So get over the differences between yourself and me. Well yea thats if you didn't like what I said. I am who I am. You are who you are. Have a good day.