K a d i e K e t a m i n e ! ! ! ! ! <3
"&& I'll blend up that rainbow above you;;; and shoot it through your veins."
Names Kadie.
I'm 15 years old.
Birthday is September 16th.
Sweet sixteen hell yuh here I come. :]
I'm pessimistic.
And i hate a lot of things.
I enjoy the smell of dead animals.
It excites me; idk why and dont ask.
I hate to read.
books give me headaches.
Except for twillight.
Twillight is a good book.
You should read it sometime if you havent.
I only know how to tie my shoes the “bunny ears†way.
I learned how to tie my shoes when i was five years old.
My leg pops out of its socket so I cant run other wise ill break my leg.
I can't swim.
not because of the whole leg poping out of it's socket thing, just im stupid and i dont know how.
well, i know how to swim underneath the water;
but that doesn't count.
don't ask why it doesnt.
it just doesnt.
okai?
I dye my hair a lot.
More than anyone should.
I dye it at least once every month.
maybe twice.
it depends on how fast my hair is growing. :]
I love photography.
Pictures are so pretty.
all pictures are, in general.
I love my Myspace.
I go on it nearly everyday.
I live on myspace.
it's my life.
I hate watching movies, they're boring.
Unless im watching it with someone i can cuddle with.
That's always fun. ;]
I love puppet shows; they amuse me.
Even though it seems kiddish.
Oh what the hell!
I am a kidd.
So, fuck you if you dont like puppet shows.
puppet shows are pimpin, yo!
haahaaa.
I'm deathly afraid of needles; yet I love blood.
You should see me when they take my blood.
i freak out.
and start crying.
its hilarious.
Yet i used to cut myself.
hmmm.
figure that out.
I love music.
Its amazing.
it brightens my day.
even if its the same song over and over.
i love music so much.
I like Photoshop.
it makes me look prettier. :]
I hate it when people take pictures by a mirror to where it looks like theres two of them because it just pisses me off; don't ask why.
It just bothers me.
I love it when people scream out of terror.
I find it funny.
And amusing.
I guess i enjoy other people's pain.
I'm self conscious about a lot of things that i shouldnt be self conscious about.
I'm co-dependent.
And i dont know why.
I think I can see spirits.
I hear voices.
I'm not crazy.
At least I don't think I am.
I've been to a psychiatric hospital.
Twice in one month.
So maybe I am crazy.
But on another note.
I'm very open about many things that I probably shouldn't be.
I'll answer any question anyone has to ask.
No matter what it is.
I can't type as fast as i'd like to; which frustrates me.
Not that I cant type fast... just not fast enough; you see?
I get fustrated a lot.
I have temper tantrums.
I used to cut.
As ive said before.
But I don't anymore.
Yeay me!
I belive in god.
I depend on my mother a lot.
I cant go a day with out her.
I love her so much.
But I am always getting her mad at me.
I try my hardest to be perfect.
I try to be like everyone else.
So i dont get made funn of.
I hate getting made funn of.
it makes me cry.
litterly.
I love the “emo†style.
I think its amazing.
I think emo boys are hot.
Ive been in a drug bust before.
Its not fun.
Believe me.
I was scared for my life afterwards
I hate toothaches.
-btw I have one. :P
I try to go to school everyday but I think I missed like 35 days?
I know im going to fail.
So I gave up on a lot of classes.
I have two guitars.
One electric.
One acoustic.
I have no idea how to play either of them.
I've tried before; it just doesn't work well for me.
I also have a skateboard that I never use.
Because I suck.
Haahaa.
I try my best to use proper grammer.
Because it sounds very ganster like.
Hell yuh.
I get sick a lot.
I plan on being a medical examiner when I grow up.
Because im absolutely obsessed with dead things.
I snarl at people a lot.
Not meaning to of course, lolol.
I like people from the united kingdom.
I love how they talk.
Its orgasmic.
My councilor gives me homework.
Like this week i have to write down my feelings for each day.
Which is actually pretty hard for me.
Cause i have so many mood swings.
-btw im bipolar.
not the annoying kind where it gets confusing to talk to me.
so dont freak out on me.
I like kool aid.
i like the red kind the best,
because my brother and sister are allergic to it.
well the red dye in it.
red40
thats right.
lolol.
is that bad that the only reason i like red kewlaid is because my siblings cant drink it?
I dont think so.
becayse who else is going to drink it?
hell yuh.
me.
I drink a lot of dr. pepper.
More than anyone should.
My room is always a mess.
I hate cleaning.
I honestly do.
I like boys with long hair.
I think it makes them look adorable.
I enjoy songs that talk about sex.
I listen to the same song over and over if I like the beat.
I like to cry.
I dont know why.
I mistype a lot.
It gets annoying.
Haha I get jealous really easy.
Ask any of my ex's.
Im obsessed with my hair.
It has to be perfect.
If not. I wont go anywhere.
And if you fuck it up; ill fuck you up; biatch. :]
got me?
Okai. :]
I eat a lot for a skinny person.
I like taco bell.
I like techno music.
It makes me want to fuck.
I love skinny jeans.
i think they look amazing.
especailly on boys.
i think its just orgasmic.
sexy.
makes me cum.
a lot.
haahaa.
okai.
Im controlling.
I hate it when I don't get my way.
Ive threatened my life to get what I want.
I like the color red.
And black.
But you see black isnt a color.
Its a shade.
Idk well anyways.
I love eyeliner.
Especially on guys. <3
I hate it when chicks show off their tits in public; i mean yeah im bi, but could they at least show a little dignity?
fucking whores.
i hate whores.
i hate prostitutes.
I used to live with one, my grandma. >.<
Now tell me thats not nasty.
Shes fat too.
and diabetic.
not that being diabetic has to do with anything...
i just thought u might want to know.
anyways...
i hate drama.
but it always seems to follow me.
so i try to ignore it.
most of the time it just makes things worse.
but ahh well.
i dont care.
because i live in my own little world.
and nothing else seems to matter to me.
i know; im pathetic.
and i know; im stupid.
but at least i have a little fun with my life.
I get ran over a lot.
People don't seem to notice me much.
It doesn't bother me.
but then again I guess im just used to it. ...
I enjoy life.
Or at least i try to.
somedays i cant take it.
but i get over it.
i mean life is just that; life.
and its going to have its ups and downs.
Heroes
Ryan Eaves.
He's my best friend.
He's always been there for me.
I care for him like family.
I can honestly say he's the greatest friend i've ever had.
Brandon B.
I love this kidd. :]
He's just about the kewlest person you'll know.
He's been there for me through the thick and thin.
And i can trust him with everything.
Colton Currier.
He's just about the sweetest person i know.
I truely do love him.<3
He means everything to me.
I dont know what I'd do without him.
He always knows just what to say.
He makes my heart smile, dance, and sing.
He helps me see things in a different point of veiw;
helps me see the positive in everything.
He's funny;
and thoughtful.
and just about everything you could ever want in a friend.
Alicia Vigoreaux
She is awesome.
You can always count on having fun when you're with this gurl.
She's crazy.
I love her so much.
I used to have the biggest crush on her.
And still kinda do.
Shes so pretty.
and smart.
blah!
i love you so much, Alicia.<3