Partial kundalini. |
There's a standard level of consciousness at which most people grasp tightly. And this may only be myth, but there is this different level. This level isn't higher, or lower - it's sideways and queer.... Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 21:44:00 GMT |
My Porn Site |
I'm doing porn?Sorry, I only do erotic fiction and poetry.Please give my stuff a read, comments appreciated.http://nixeie.deviantart.com/ Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 02:15:00 GMT |
India |
I ate up Time because he was in my hands for too long So now we are lost (or found) in this phantasmagoric place I cant seem to find Up or Down Maybe they have relocated to India? The p... Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 23:45:00 GMT |
More thoughts. |
I wish I would stop thinking these things.These twisted little obsessions that I cant help but morph into what I cant even explain as a memory.They cant be real.I cant allow them to be real.I wish I c... Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 05:24:00 GMT |
So strange |
Tonight is very strange, almost theatrical. Everyone is exaggerated, sarcastic, as if they are all playing some elaborate trick on me.They’re fucking around with my head, and the entire world is... Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 00:02:00 GMT |
Girl in the soap bubble |
My name is irrelevant. It changes constantly to adjust to the mood.I live in a soap bubble, one that’s just big enough for me. The lava lamp here rarely goes out, but sometimes it’s colour... Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:58:00 GMT |
Sleep is the inevitable |
I wish there was a way to conquer sleep. There aren’t enough hours in the waking days to accommodate all the shit that needs to get done, and the excessive amount of alone time I would like. I n... Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 02:10:00 GMT |
One day, I will have a daughter..... |
Its ridiculous the control I have over my life, and the awareness I have of aspects I cannot control. I'm learning how to read my emotions, how to interpret the instinctive sensations that let me be c... Posted by on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 01:00:00 GMT |
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Its time to bitch.Ive been so unhappy lately. I dont even have any substancial reason to feel so down. I am just weak and vulnerable and too easily affected.I am getting so frustrated with my friends.... Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 22:59:00 GMT |
SHUT UP |
I am painfully hypersensitive to sound, its really starting to cause me a lot of stress. I cant stand listening to people chew loudly, or shout, or talk loudly, or whine. In my house its constant nois... Posted by on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 18:06:00 GMT |