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I am studing Food Engineering, I realy like to travel and i am a music lover =)____www.gerenergia.com_________________________________ "I was so lost in my pain. Fear was melting my brain. I was counting the days to insanity.I was afraid to move myself. Afraid to hurt myself. More than I had until that day.Everything i believed in. Everything i fought for. Was now underneath my feet.And my heartbeat. Was so gone. Couldn't be felt by anyone. So alone it gave me the creeps.My drugs got me in bed. Went up to my head. And i really don't want to depend. So I'll stick to: My friends and my friends and my car and my friends, My friends and my cards and my car and my friends, Martini until the end Play pool again. Never thought to end like this. No one told me it would be like this. I'm amazed with myself.And my brain and my pain and my pain and my veins. Are delivering it to my health.My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken. And it left me with an empty life.And this knife. Rests on the middle of my bed. I think in all the things he said. close my eyes and sleep.All thse drugs in my head. It seems I'm already dead. And I really don't want to depend. So I'll stick to: My friends and my friends and my car and my friends, My friends and my cards and my car and my friends, Martini until the end Play pool again. Can't smoke anymore. Can't drink anymore. Still I do it, I do it again.Lost everything I had. Far from mum far from dad. I thank God from my good,good friends.But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now? As I die slowly as I can?All my plans. Went down the hole. My life has no goal. And I wonder if is this worth it.But my friends took my hand. helped me to lift myself again. And that is why I really love. MY FRIENDS!"
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