Alright so you want to know about me? I grew up in a nice home, in a nice neighborhood, but I was nothing nice. As a kid I went to church and kind of knew who Jesus was.I was exposed to pornography at a young age which just led to masturbation and shortly after, being sexually active. I had sex to be liked by guys. I even went as far as spending
the night with a gang counselor from this program I was taking at school. I thought sex gave me power to have any guy I wanted. I drank but never tried drugs even though the groups of people I hung around with did. So I figured I was a good person. I now know this to be self-righteous. I always made rules about how many guys I would have sex
with a year and it seemed like I was under control when I was young. In my adult years I became worse- having sex between two guys, whoever was available that weekend. By then I knew something was wrong. I had walked with the Lord for a few years when I was in my early twenties and got caught up with a group that taught legalism. This means I was saved if I followed their rules. So I hit a point where I was a “ho†by my own standards: sleeping with these two guys when ever they called. I also lied about being pregnant which I thought was just so trashy and childish in my own eyes. As God began to let me see myself for who I really was, I realized I had these standards for myself that I didn't even have the power to keep.God hated every moment I looked at a guy with lust because in His eyes I had committed adultery already. That He hates lying lips, and even went as far to kill a married couple in the Bible just for 1 lie they told. I knew God had the power to take the spirit of lust away
from me and He did. Actually He took everything and made me strong enough to stand against all the advances that kept coming my way from the enemy. I lived my life in the past passionate for music of all kinds Hip Hop, Rap, R&B, Rancheras, oldies, country, rock, heavy metal, and reggae. I was very passionate for cars, loving the car shows and the excitement that came with it. I loved the gang life, and valued my friends’ opinions above all. None of this pointed me to Christ on the cross, bleeding and dying for my sins.God is so merciful and kind to me and I know I don't deserve it. God doesn't want anyone to perish. He would rather see us all saved but it’s gotta be on His terms, not our own. I ask that you consider where your passion is at right now. “Say to them, 'As surely as I lives,’ declares the Sovereign Lord, ‘I take no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but rather that they run from their ways and live. Turn! Turn from your evil ways! Why will you die, O house of Israel?'†Ezekiel 33:11Any questions or comments, feel free to message me.
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