I have now learned why hold on to the past when the past no longer wants you. So here is to a fresh start. I will still laugh at the old times, the days the nights but i wont let it drag me down anymore.
I enjoy catching trains to places very far away where all the streets are uphill and we try and fit as many people as possible in one bed. I like a tall man who bounces on huge trampolines with me and we try not to burn each other with our cigs, who wraps his arms around me while i make tea and sweet mash potatoe. We sleep on gold silk sheets that our perspiration from last nights marathon clings to. We smoke at half six in the morning and have crumpets with spagettie and cheese. I couldn't ask for a more perfect person to be with at the moment, old fashioned views and late night take aways are all i can imagine right now. I hope these days will be like many to come.