xX Amezy Baby Xx

Hiyaaa well I'm Amy, Ames, Aim, Leydo woteva u wana call me! I'm recently single out of my choice which doesn't make it any less painful. If anythin it's worse because I don't want to hurt him and I guess he was my first love and we grew up together but also grew apart...I love him with all my heart but know we're no longer right together and I just hope one day we'll be able to walk past each other on the street and be able to say hello without feelin that lump in the back of my throat... Anyway I talk alot and to anyone. I'd talk to a lampost if it would talk back! I'm happy most of the time but i do cry easily and I can feel like just giving up but then i see my friends who make me see it's not all that bad! I honestly don't know where i would be without them, they are my world.... the family that I could choose =) and i love them all more than I can say.I am who I am and sure I've got enemies but there's always gonna be people who don't like u but I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not. Fake people annoy me, there's just no need for it! People who judge u before they've met u annoy me alot because at the end of the day they're only seeing what u choose to show them which will never be the whole picture so surely only the people who truly know u r fit to judge u? Liars drives me insane!! There's no point, ur just gonna get found out...Either don't do somethin that u'd have to lie about or just do it and tell the truth. It annoys me more when people just pointlessly lie about stupid insignificant things that there's NO POINT lying about grrrrr!*Kiss slowly* *Play hard* *Take chances*I am nowhere near perfect and I know that. Who is? When I'm bored I will eat for the sake of it....generally crisps lol! I tend to fall for boys waaay too easily and I'm naive in the fact that I often believe the lies that people tell me. I have days wer I can't be bothered to do my hair and make-up and I will laze around in my pjs watchin Shipwrecked, Hollyoaks, Woteva's on! I have ugly days wer I feel horrible and insanely jealous of every other girl, which I wish I could just cross out . I sometimes feel like everything is just too much and want to give up on everything but end up taking a step back and realising it isn't really that bad. I laugh at the stupidest of things and if a funny thought comes into my head i will burst out laughin no matter what i'm doin or wer i am. I sometimes cry for no reason and, I admit it, I do get jealous easily. Yes, I have mood swings. Get over it. What girl doesn't? I will still smile when I really want to scream, sing when I want to cry and I tend to laugh too much when I'm nervous...Generally in exams! I will think of funny things and start laughin to myself! I don't take no for an answer when I know there is a better solution. I speak my mind and think my own thoughts.I would say everybody gets to a point in their lives where chasing after people becomes tiring and trying to fix things doesn't always work. It doesn't mean you give up on everything, or drop the people you actually believe in, it just means that you eventually realise that you no longer need certain people, the mayhem they cause and the drama they bring in your life. There are things you don’t want to happen but you have to accept them and there are things you don’t want to know but you have to learn. There are people you can’t live without but you have to let go. It's only through the hardest times when you realise how strong you are inside, when you realise how much you can actually put up with and deal with before you eventually break.*Its amazing how one moment can change your entire outlook on life, how one person can make you believe you’re worth more and how one day can make you feel like you can go on to face another...* /span