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Scandarella

just go before your swallowed up by bitterness

About Me

They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive It's like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control They say love ain't nothing but a sore I don't even know what love is Too many tears have had to fall Don't you know I'm so tired of it all I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won't tell Whatever it is it can't be named There's a part of my world that' s fading away You know I don't want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know that a breeze can blow me away Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory Hang on to the good days I can lean on my friends They help me going through hard times But I'm feeding the enemy I'm in league with the foe Blame me for what's happening I can't try, I can't try, I can't try... No one knows the hard times I went through If happiness came I missed the call The stormy days ain't over I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost Now I've watched all my castles fall They were made of dust, after all Someday all this mess will make me laugh I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait... It's like somebody took my place I ain't even playing my own game The rules have changed well I didn't know There are things in my life I can't control I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There's a part of my life that will go away Dark is the night, cold is the ground In the circular solitude of my heart As one who strives a hill to climb I am sure I'll come through I don't know how They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive I'm losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know

My Interests

drunk dialing, tattoos, beer, food, cigarettes, coffee, sleep, bbqs, soccer, basketball, racing in wheelchairs and crashing into each other, spitting in my hands to style peoples hair, sex, beer bongs, listening to tims ghost stories which im going to miss very much slurp slurp, blasting music in my car and singing very loud to it making an ass outta myself, making an ass outta myself in general, putting on my game face, drawing a bit here and there, searching for new music, getting dressed up and wearing my CFMs whenever i get the chance

I'd like to meet:

party people come out and plaaayyyyyyy

Music:

im just gonna go through some of my cds... aventura, migala, pulp, tiger army, the clash, vibrators, bjork, heyoka, outkast, pulp fiction soundtrack, lock stock and two smoking barrels soundtrack, krs one, fischerspooner, kruder and dorfmeister, fugazi, N.E.R.D., felix da housecat, ms. kitten, hole, roy orbison, soviet, babes in toyland, drill, portishead, the cure, the blow soundtrack, morcheeba, red hot chili peppers, dj hell, janes addiction, natural born killers sountrack, orbital, the roots, beck, SUV drum and bass fiesta, NIN, sneaker pimps, outkast, e-z rollers, faithless, buena vista social club, hooverphonic, dj z-trip, murder city devils, sublime, vnv nation, horrorpops, nekromantics, redman methodman, john b, bfamily records mixes, run lola run soundtrack, mary prankster, high contrast, drum and bass warfare, mixed by a man called adam, niko, most 80s one hit wonders, im done. that should be enough

Movies:

big fish, city of the lost children, run lola run, A Christmas Story, 15minutes, office space, super troopers, boondock saints, pee wees big adventure, brotherhood of the wolf, pulp fiction, lock stock and two smoking barrels, old school, fear and loathing in las vegas, the princess bride, psycho, drowning mona, the ring, snatch, made, kill bill 1&2, crouching tiger hidden dragon, the 5th element, dogma, billy madison, fuck... to many to list

Television:

almost anything cartoon, the brak show, the family guy, the simpsons, futurama, cowboy bebop, the adventures of rocky and bullwinkle, nip/tuck, rescue me, the shield, sometimes ill get into an MTV fit

Books:

alexander and the terrible horrible no good very bad day, I am a Bunny... all time favorites

Heroes:

Nolay, Faye Valentine, Maxi Jazz, Mobab (r.i.p. buddy), Captian from sealab, Jack Daniels,

My Blog

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how cute am i??cigarettes and alcohol...do i need anything else??"quit staring at me swan!!!"seems hes not the only one that looks at me like im crazy christa LOVES that asskillin time waitin for the ...
Posted by Scandarella on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST